Sister in-laws make me want to cheat

My marriage is great, honestly. Sex could be more frequent but that’s my cross to bear because I get it multiple times a week. We both have mental health issues and we are both focused on growing to become better people on the daily and it’s not always easy or civil but we both love each other and don’t believe divorce is the answer. Especially as new parents! You work on things, you don’t divorce. My ex gave up on us, I didn’t. I’ve started to realize that if I were ever to cheat on my wife, it literally has nothing to do with my love for her in any way, it’s my cockbrain running that show. I’ve just accepted that my sex drive cannot be squelched. We can literally have mind blowing sex and afterwards I’ll be in the bathroom cleaning up and jerk off thinking about her youngest sister’s big milky tits. I would’ve fucked my ex’s sisters too, given the opportunity. Wouldn’t have cared, even a little bit (so long as everyone was discreet about things, that’s the trickiest part, when people have guilt afterwards). I love my wife and our life dearly (probably why I haven’t tried anything). I’m just so horny all the damn time. I used to care more. But I could totally cheat without guilt if the opportunity presented itself. It’s risky and I would be devastated if she found out because I love her and don’t want to hurt her. I’m honestly so weak though, if her sisters ever came onto me, I’d totally do it. She has two sisters and she’s the oldest. The middle sister has fucked one of my wife’s ex boyfriends in college and I have always wondered what might happen if we’re alone, we never are either, but I get compliments about how I smell and how I’m dressed on the regular. I’ve always kinda gotten flirty vibes from her youngest sister, and we have been alone, but she gives long hugs with her tits smashed against me followed by a loving smile and a goodbye. So warm. Always gives compliments about me as a person and how I’m dressed. She also doesn’t typically breastfeed in front of anyone except her husband who shields her the whole time and she’ll also breastfeed in front of my wife, but not their other sister. Except for this one time over the summer when it was really hot out. She whipped those milky milf tits out while me and my wife were there and I kept peaking every so often. We made eye contact when she had to heave them thangs back into the boulder holder and she had a look on her face and shrugged her shoulders like, “oh well 🤷🏻‍♂️” followed with a smile. Those giant veiny milkers and soft pink areolas and nipples are forever in my spank bank.

Source: reddit.com/r/Erotica/comments/suujyx/sister_inlaws_make_me_want_to_cheat