I (f19) have always been submissive but now I want to dominate men – the teacher fantasy

I’m 19 and will graduate from school in a few months.

I’m always perceived as very quiet and polite, as well as innocent, all because I’ve never dated anyone or even had my first kiss (all because I don’t leave the house and avoid contact with people at all times). Which, of course, makes most people think that I’m not a sexual person.

These people would probably change their mind if they knew how many times I’ve worn skirts and dresses without any underwear in public, taken nudes in public places and sent them to people I met online, just for the thrill of it. Since I started exploring like that, which started around the age of 17, I’ve only gotten more and more submissive.

I’ve always been into being degraded, being used for my body and the idea of being a fucktoy for any man that desires me. And I’ve always been into older men. All the ones I’ve talked to were usually well over the age of 30, usually more towards their 40s. Even though I’m very well aware of those the dangers that come with those tendencies, I’ve always really enjoyed them.
And school had always been a great place to find people that I could use in my fantasies. When I was younger it would usually be classmates or boys one or two years over me, but as the years passed I enjoyed thinking about teachers much more. Usually in ways where they could dominate me, take their frustrations out on me and use me.

But just recently as some sexual frustration has come up (a few online-flings didn’t work out and I couldn’t really find anyone who could make cum), I felt like my submissive side has been switching little by little. I know that I’ll always be submissive, it just fulfils me too much to let go of it, but the more frustrated I got with men, the more I wanted to punish them for it.
Which at first would just result in me not being as submissive and having bratty tendencies, quickly turned into wanting to fuck the life out of them and making them worship me.

I want to be what they desire, I want them to praise me, beg for me, I want them to be desperate. My body will be their reward and I want to suck the life out of them when I make them cum.

All these thoughts just keep getting more prominent. I never thought I had a dominant side but I can no longer deny it.

Since I spend most of my time in school and around all these teachers, those switch fantasies keep including them. I do not dress very modestly, I don’t wear bras unless my shirts are see-through and I like putting my long legs on display. I’m quite tall, at 5 foot 10, and I like wearing shoes with about 2 and a half inches of a platform, since being tall makes me feel stronger whenever I’m insecure. And even when I hated being tall when I was younger, I love towering over most people in class, which definitely even makes my dominant side stronger.

When a teachers eyes get caught on my legs, I recognise it, even if it’s just for a second or two. Just a few days ago I caught myself in this situation and my mind immediately started pacing. I wanted said teacher to get on his knees and kiss my feet and legs. Even if it was just a little fantasy, it turned me on immensely. I can’t get enough of it. I want more and I deserve it.

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I would love to post more of my fantasies on here… feedback is greatly appreciated

Source: reddit.com/r/Erotica/comments/sonyvc/i_f19_have_always_been_submissive_but_now_i_want