Hi! I’m Lyla.
Due to my porn addiction, I’ve read many of these stories and just like most stories, I’ll begin by explaining that I truly am the depiction of your typical girl next door.
No really, I’m 25 years old and live in a big city. I have dirty blonde hair, that falls just below my tiny A cup breasts, and bright green eyes. Standing at 5’2 and only 120 pounds, I’m a pretty tiny thing… which has never bothered me. I have always loved being submissive and thrown around.
Now, my porn addiction probably started when I was 10 or 11 years old. Back then, I spent my days googling ‘BDSM’ or ‘Kink’ and the porn options were endless. I feel in love with the image of men telling women what to do, and often snuck away to rub my pussy in the bathtub, or with my electric toothbrush (and friends, the electric tooth brush still works wonders today!) I did this daily, sometimes twice, sometimes three times- for the next decade of my life.
But, it wasn’t until I was 24 that I stumbled upon ‘gooning’ and a porn addiction kink. Often, synonymous with a hypno kink. I wanted to be all in. I realized just how pretty the women on screen looked.
I stumbled upon a video, it was pretty… spirals and boobs flashing in my face. My legs spread. My clothes came off. It was like a “new me” took over. One who didn’t care about work, or her friends… just the intense tingling between my legs.
The more I edged, pulling myself back from the orgasm- the happier I felt. My juices had dripped. Creating a small puddle under me. I started to consider doing this long term. It was like I wanted all the girls in the videos to cum, but not me. I wanted to be inferior to them. I started imagining them giggling at the sight of me… so needy and exposed. It almost brought a tear to my eye. But I kept going. I wanted to be a good girl.
I’ve always edged before I came, but this time I didn’t even think about cumming. I’m weak.
Today, my cunt controls me. I’m addicted to the pleasure and I never want to stop. It’s opened my eyes to all sorts of fantasies & kinds that I cannot wait to share 💕
Source: reddit.com/r/Erotica/comments/shh4sp/how_i_developed_my_humiliating_porn_addiction_25f
Damn. Hope to hear more!
Male here, but I’ve fallen into the gooning addiction as well. I understand the appeal of just edging for hours.. wasting time that could be spent being productive at life, instead spent gooning away, without a care in the world except for what between your legs feel like..
I’m looking for an actress that doesn’t mind being used and humiliated in a bdsm scene.
You looking for a man?
UpDateme!
I think you need to find someone you can goon with, be it male or female, just so long that you control each other’s orgasms and denial and not your own. 😉
I love long sensual foreplay,I meen hours of licking and nibbling your cunt,but teasing not bringing you there,is this called gooning?
Fuck that’s hot.
Good girl 😏