The following is an account of a man who became infatuated with the only women he has ever been with or will ever be with. It will detail his thoughts, desires, perverse dreams and fictional stories that confuses him yet excites him.
Chapter 1
It all started when we were in our first apartment learning what it means live together. We were fighting about who knows what when you got up and called your sister to come pick you up. You told me I was smothering you and not letting you be yourself. I was upset and told you I was going for a walk. When I returned I found the apartment empty. You left a note saying you went to dinner with your sister and not to wait up. What turned out to be hours felt like days waiting for you to return. I fell asleep on the couch waiting for your return. Around 1 AM I was awakened by a knock on the door. As I looked through the peep hole I see you being help upright by some guy who looked like he was in his mid to late 30s. I noticed his arm was holding you around your waste as he knocked again on the door. As I unlocked the door I could hear you laughing and telling him to be quiet. As I open the door he introduced himself as Terry, a friend of you sister. He said it seems like you had to much to drink and he was just helping you upstairs to make sure you got in ok. As we made the exchange of holding you up, I started to walk you through the kitchen when you stopped at the trash can because you said you felt sick. Terry said it looks like you have it under control and said he was going to head back to the car with the others. As I thanked him, I noticed he was smirking as he was watching you bent over slightly by the trash can. I helped you stumble into our bedroom to lay you down on the bed. As you flopped yourself down on the bed, I realize you had just passed out. I kissed you on the forehead and told you I would be back to take care of you. I went back to the door and made sure everything was locked up. When I made it back to the bed I stood back to take a look at you. I was so in love and infatuated with you. I was admiring you as I noticed how how sexy you looked in your dress. It was my favorite black dress that accents your beautiful tits and long succulent legs. I started to remove the dress to put you under the covers for the night. I pulled you up by the shoulders and you started laughing saying “I had sooo much fun tonight”. I said “ I’m glad you did, tell me all about it”. You said you danced and danced and danced. I was able to slip the dress pass your shoulders and removed the dress. It was then that I noticed that you went out without a bra. I was always trying to talk you into not wearing one with that dress. I so wish I could have seen you on that dance floor. I continued to remove the dress when I pulled it past your waist. There you were lying in front of me staring at your beautiful naked body. I realized at that point that Terry was smirking because as you were bending over in the the kitchen, you were flashing your naked ass to him. I didn’t know what to think at that moment but what I did know is I was becoming very excited. Why was I getting an erection? Obviously it was because you were lying naked in front of me passed out from the nights events. Was it also because of the thought of Terry seeing your ass also? Was it because of all the thoughts running through my head about what might have happened while you were dancing? How many saw you dancing in that dress? I was so tempted at that point to take full advantage of you while you were passed out. I crawled up next to you and started kissing you on your neck. You moaned and fell back to sleep. I tried to wake you by continuing to keep kissing your body. I stopped at your breast and took a quick nibble on your tit. I made my way to your stomach and let my hands explore your thighs. I wanted so bad to taste you at this point. I made my way to position myself between your legs. Kissing my way down to your wetness, I couldn’t help but notice a scent that wasn’t your perfume nor was it the alcohol from your breath. It was the same smell I remembered from our doorway when I grabbed you away from Terry. How was I smelling his cologne down where I was making way too. My mind was racing with new thoughts that consumed me and at the same time excited me. Did he touch her? Was it his hands and fingers? Was it more? My tongue fond it’s way to your moist pussy lips as I spread them eagerly apart not able to get enough of you. I licked up and down the sides of lips while taking turns at sticking my tongue deep in you to tasting my way up to your clit. I nibble on it and hear you moan. I start to suck on it and insert one than two fingers. You are so wet that I start finger fucking you. I do this for a while hoping it will wake you up. I so want to be in you at this point. I remove my clothes and return to eating you out. I slowly make my way up your body as I kiss every inch on the way up. My mind is going nuts as I think about what might have happened without me. I am so hard and worried that I’m going to come to quickly but realize that you are out for the night anyway. I’m finally to your neck and begin to nibble on your earlobe. I speak softly into your ear that I will always love you and you will always be mine and that I will always be yours. You grin but yet you are still out because of the vodka earlier. I asked you questions about your night but all I here is mumbling. I asked if you showed off your beautiful body tonight. Ummmm was your only reply. I began to rub my hard cock on your pussy, teasing you and myself. I spread your legs and lifted your knees to your chest. I noticed your shiny lips inviting me to enter you. I placed the head of my cock at your opening then would rub it up and down the outer parts of your vagina. I asked if you were dancing with other men tonight and you let out a moan. Did you let them touch you in places that I like to touch? I entered you quite easily because of how hard I was and how wet you were. I was moving in and out, faster and deeper until I was fucking you with a passion. I knew I was close to coming and was disappointed that it happened so quickly and you went awake to enjoy it with me. I l leaned forward to whisper in your ear that I love you and that you are the sexiest woman on earth. I was about to pull out when I heard you mumble something. I pushed my cock as deep as possible and stopped to hear what you said. “What did you say?” I asked. I started to slow fuck you when I heard you say “I shouldn’t do this”. I wondered what you meant. Were you thinking of someone else….. reliving the events of earlier…..I wanted to know. “Do what”? I asked as I pulled completely out of your hot pussy. Teasing you with the tip just barely entering, you let out “Fuck me….oh just fuck me Terry!” I slammed my cock with one motion and started squirting my cum deep in side of you. You instinctively wrapped your legs around me to pull you in tighter. It was such an intense orgasm and felt so good. I just stayed there between your legs as I was catching my breath. I started nibbling on your earlobe again and spoke softly in your ear “I am so in love with you”. I lost my hardness and slipped out as I noticed you were hard asleep. I got up to get something to clean us up with. I wiped the cum that had leaked out of your beautiful pussy and starring at it in amazement thankful that you are mine. My thoughts continued with what might have happened. Who was there? What did they see? Was there touching involved? I wanted to know more. I wanted to hear all about it. Why was I wanting to know? Why was this turning me on? I would have to wait to find out the answers to all my questions at another time. That’s chapter two if you want to know too.