I lay there snuggling Him, head on His chest and I am curled up so super close with my fingers in my mouth. Lying there in a state that resembles what I’ve heard little space feels like. (I am not a little and have never felt this way)…
He cups the top of my head gently with His big Daddy hands and it feels so comforting and loving. He does love me! All that stuff we both said about me earlier was just for fun. And I am His most prized possession (I think to myself).
I begin to think about the degrading sex we just had and replayed everything from begining to end in my head, with a big goody smile on my face as I slowly fall asleep in His arms.
He told me all the things I crave during sex like this. Telling me how useless and used up I was. I had asked Him if He pretends I’m someone else when He fucks me, and then asked Him to describe her to me. She’s a tight little college slut with blonde hair. She really knows how to fuck Daddy right, unlike this used up discusting whore. He turns me around to ride reverse cowgirl so He doesn’t have to see my ugly face, and I suggest we get something to cover it for next time so He can pretend I’m someone else…..
It’s getting close, I can feel His cock throbbing inside my pussy. I can tell how bad He wants to cum and how hard it is for Him to get there when He is pretending I’m a lose cum dump. He gets in a space just as I do…. But eventually none of those nasty words matter anymore and He is finally able to release all that has built up from calling me nasty things and telling me how worthless I am.
It’s this very moment that I am suddenly pulled from a very deep degraded pig headspace to a whole different space I’ve never felt before and is so hard to describe… He pushes me off His huge cock, grabs my hair and pulls me to Him so I can taste His warm cum. I am sucking the tip of His cock while using my hand to jerk Him off so that I don’t miss a single drop. It tastes so good, and I am such a lucky slave to have a Master that gives me this privalege.
The moment I swallowed the last drop He looks down at me with pride and simply says “good girl” that’s the moment I went into the unknown space. Where I instantly knew how valuable I am to Him, how much He loves me, and no matter how good any cake is He will always chose me. I stayed in this state until the previously mentioned snuggle time and then, like a light switch, I sunk into the very unfamiliar little space. I felt like Daddy’s little girl, and was envisioning scenerios where I was in little space and Master played a very good CG Daddy. And just before I drifted off to sleep I wondered if He had somehow opened the door to a secret garden within me that neither of us ever thought of. I wonder if He would entertain that idea…. I wonder if it’s something I want to explore more….
But for now, I will focus on one thing at a time. And the current thing on our plate is finding a long distance cake and eventually a long-term play partner cake.:)
Sorry for my sunny ramblings. Please go about you day now hehe.
Source: reddit.com/r/Erotica/comments/p85y40/the_ramblings_of_a_spaced_out_degraded_piggy