Her body was still stuck in my mind. The way it made me feel. How it felt. How it felt to fuck it and cum in it. She has my dick programmed to need her. Thinking about her still gets me hard. Thinking about her power over me still makes me stop thinking, still drains all the blood from my head to my dick. It feels so good.
The face she would make at me as she squeezed her tits. Knowing how hard I was getting. Her tits were so huge. Perfect shape. She’d shove them in my face and put me under. No thinking. Just fucking and cumming. It happened so many times and my dick is still addicted. The surge of blood to my dick at the memory of it is still so powerful. Her evil smile knowing how much she controlled me.
Her control overpowered everything. Nights when she’d argue with me for know reason. Berating me and denigrating me. Convincing me I was a terrible person. Pulling me all the way down until I had no resistance left. Just trapped with her in her dark basement on the couch. The slight musty smell of the carpet. The instruments lining the walls where her family spent their time.
She kept me trapped there, convinced me I was a terrible person if I left. Used every manipulation she could to tear me down. Then. She’d exert all her control. She’d take the exhausted husk of my mind and fuck it hard with her tits and pussy. She’d destroy every bit of me and replace it with a rock hard dick, addicted to her. Addicted to her tits. All that was left was a small useless boy, who’s joy and worth was that he got to fuck such an incredible body. Such a slutty hot face. Fuck massive perfect tits. Her firm and shaped ass just showing beneath her short skirt. The flirty voice she’d use to turn me on. My teen dick completely overwhelmed by her mature fuckable flesh. She tore me down and fully addicted me to her body. My world became her, became pleasing her, became taking her abuse and berating, so that she could let me feel so good and fuck for hours.
She rode me so smoothly, slipping my pulsing dick into her pussy. Her flat stomach flexed as she arched her back to grind into my shaft. She pushed my head into her tits and laughed. It took no time at all for me to get hard. The arguments were always terrible, no matter what I said or did she wasn’t happy. But the fucking afterwards became a pattern. Eventually, my dick began to expect it even when my brain didn’t. I would start to get hard as she berated me. “You’re terrible. You’re the reason this relationship is dying. This is all your fault. It’s you’re fault I’m so unhappy….” Hours of it brought my head to total exhaustion. I couldn’t defend myself any longer. “You’re right, I’m sorry.” I would start to say. “It’s my fault, you’re right. I made you mad on purpose. Everything you’ve said is right. I’ll stop hanging out with them. I’ll spend more time with you. I’ll stop saying those things, listening to that music, I’ll let you decide.” As soon as I started to say it and stopped fighting, my dick would stiffen. Her mouth would twist into a small smile, knowing she won. She wore me down. Now she would fuck me as a reward. The message she was giving my cock was so simple. “Just give in, let me take control of your actions and emotions, it will feel so good. I’ll fuck your brains out and let you cum all over my huge tits. You want that, right? Does your hard cock want that? Look it my perfect body. Your dumb teen brain can’t resist it, it’s so fuckable. That’s all you want to do, isn’t it? All you need to do is admit I’m perfect and you’re terrible. It’s your fault, and you owe me so much. You serve me. If I’m unhappy it’s because you are terrible. Thaaaat’s it. Good boy. And now I’m gonna make you feel so good.”
Next is the slapping sound of her firm ass cheeks on my thighs, her moans in my ear. Her soft tits as they cover my whole face, becoming my world. “Yes, ohhh yesss” I say to her. In my head screams the words “it’s all worth it. It’s all worth it. All the abuse. All the degradation. I want it now. I want her to destroy me so she can own me. I want her to remove my dignity so I can cum. I want to be abused more so it can feel even better. Please. Please. I love it. I love you. I’ll say anything. I’ll say it til I believe it, because she makes my dick feel so so so so good. Because she has me wrapped around here finger.
Her pussy tightens on me as I slide in and out faster. I’m gonna cum. It’s only been as few minutes but I can’t resist her. I grope her ass as she rides faster. My hips start to thrust harder automatically as the sperm builds in my balls. The pathways in my brain get more receptive and addicted to her as it feels better and better. She gives me a big smile, so happy that I submitted to her and gave her control again. “Go ahead, cum.” She whispers in my ear with a smile. A gasp and a moan escape my panting mouth as I go over the edge. My dick thickens even more and she tightens over it. My brain and dick pump me full of the pleasure chemicals as a reward. She rocks her hips forward to grind even harder into my shaft to make it feel even better. My tongue is hanging out from the orgasm as it starts to surge through me. My tongue brushing against her nipples as she keeps her tits right where she knows they can control me. A bolt of pleasure shoots through me and my dick explodes. I can feel the cum spurting out of my dick. It doesn’t stop. The pleasure is soo much better than I expected. My mind is overwhelmed. Slack jaw and drooling, I moan uncontrollably. So good so good so good so good. Her smile is huge now. She continues grinding her hips on me, extending my orgasm. She whispers in my ear, “you did so good.” The thrusting calms down as my body spends it’s last bit of energy. My eyes close as I let out an involuntary sigh. She cleans my dick with her tongue. It’s still hard, little drops of cum dripping out of the tip. The last thing I see before I pass out is her face, grinning. Grinning because she knows she owns me. Grinning because she knows I got more addicted to her tonight. Grinning because she tore me down and fucked me so good. Grinning because she knows she won. Grinning because she knows we’ll do it all over again when I wake up. Grinning because she knows I want more abuse.
A smile breaks over my face is I fall asleep. I can’t wait to give in to her again.
Source: reddit.com/r/Erotica/comments/p038vj/an_abusive_relationship_feels_so_good
I was really hard writing this. It was tough cus I was at work. I had to hide my erection like the whole time. Still it felt so good to write. I want to write more about it but I think this was a good starting point. It felt so good especially because I lived this, it’s true.