My real story of losing virginity. Rape and coerced by a friend.

I am writing this post because I have received so many requests to write about how I lost my virginity.

Every girl is waiting for this moment. Someone is afraid, someone is waiting impatiently. Girls like to talk about sex, but only with girls. I will tell you one secret – ladies talk about sex much more and more often than men. We really like to discuss everything in detail. I’ll try to tell my story you as if I were talking to a girl.

You know that some girls do not have a hymen from birth. Well, it happens. For some, it breaks during the first sex and therefore there is a lot of blood, and for some it does not break, but simply stretches. Even after 20 years of daily sex, the remnants of the hymen still remain on the edges of the vagina. Study the vagina of your girlfriend, immediately after the labia, you can see the wavy things. This is the remains of the hymen.

By the way, I learned with interest that only people and some antelopes have a hymen, and it is still unknown why it is needed at all. But for people, this has always been an indicator of the purity of the woman.

My story of defloration was not like in a fairy tale, I was raped. No, not literally raped, but my first sex was forcing was. We were friends with this person before, we knew each other well.

You paid attention to how wild animals have sex. The male almost rapes the female. The female can squeal, struggle, but the male holds her firmly by the withers and fucks her.

We have become very civilized, we no longer live in the wild. But there are still ancient instincts in our genes. It turns us into wild animals for a while. The man puts the woman in the dog pose, grabs her by the hair and begins to fuck furiously and listen to her moans with pleasure. This is the real nature. The male must be strong, he must fight with rivals, defeat them and get the coveted prize – a female who will be ready to spread her legs in front of the winner.

I’ll call him Sam. We met him at one of my friends ‘ parties. I was 16 years old at the time. By this time, I had seen a lot of cocks in my mother’s studio, she was an artist and often painted nudes. Sometimes, standing in front of the mirror, I carefully studied my vagina and I liked how it became wet from touching. I was looking at my hymen, it was so thin and when I pressed my finger on it, I felt a slight pain and a some sexual feelings also. Of course, I already knew everything about sex and dreamed that my first time would be in a romantic,, a beautiful man would caress me in front of the fireplace and gently make me a woman.

So, we met when I was 16 and Sam was 19. We became very friendly. He was funny, cute, didn’t say stupid compliments. We often met at parties, he met my parents. He even spent the night at our house several times with our friends.

Never in all the time of communication have we had even a hint of sex or kissing. We could sit hug each other and just talk. He told me about girls he has a sex with, and constantly asked me when I would stop being a virgin.

We were sitting with a large group of friends at my house for an after-party. On such days, my parents would go to the hotel and leave us to have fun. From time to time, couples went upstairs to my bedroom for having sex or just kiss or whatever. I was not against it, but I always demanded that they observe cleanliness. The couples came down after a while very happy. Sam was with a girl he had been dating for several months, she drank a lot and we took her to sleep in one of the rooms.

At some point, my mother called, and I went up to my parents ‘ bedroom to talk to her because it was very noisy in the living room. I lay down on the bed and chatted with my mother, telling her how much fun we had here. I was lying on my stomach on the bed and from time to time I just spread and shifted my legs.

I am writing these lines now and I am experiencing that moment in a new way. I was scared, hurt, very lonely and I felt unprotected, but at the same time, after all these years, I also feel some slight excitement when I remember that night. I was wearing a light short snow-white dress and white panties. I’ve never liked bras and now I don’t wear them either, even at work.

I didn’t hear him enter the room and I don’t know how long he stood behind me looking at me. He was waiting for me to finish the conversation and now I know for sure that he was looking at me and touching his penis.

I finished talking to my mom, and as soon as I hung up and wanted to turn around and get up, Sam grabbed me by the neck and pressed my face into the bed. I couldn’t move my legs anymore because he was standing between them. I was always very small and could not resist. He held me lightly, but confidently. He leaned over to me and whispered – this time has come I have a gift for you that you will be delighted with.

I didn’t scream, I asked him to let me go, I still didn’t understand what he wanted. I tried to reach him with my hands to push him away from me, and at that time I touched his penis. And then I realized what he was going to do. I was very scared, I began to ask him to leave me alone. It was my parents ‘ bedroom. I was lying face down on the bed, with one hand holding my neck, and the other began to pull off my panties.

My panties just tore, I tried to cover my pussy with my hands, I squeezed my buttocks hard, but Sam held me confidently and strongly. And all the time he was telling me in a calm, quiet voice that I would calm down, relax, so that he would be very gentle with me, but I just need to be patient for a minute. He grabbed my hand and squeezed it on his penis. I couldn’t see his penis, but it seemed to me that it was huge. It was very hot and I could literally feel the veins on it.

I started to cry. Our friends were having fun downstairs and they didn’t even suspect that a girl was lying on the bed above them who was about to lose her virginity. He still held my hand tightly on his penis, which seems to have become even bigger, and touched my pussy and began to slid up and down.

He did this for a long time and all the time in a low voice, saying something. I was exhausted, but I continued to resist. His head slid up and down and I felt that it became very wet there. It was his spit. I already felt the head of the penis pushing my vagina apart and sometimes touching the hymen. It was painful.

He stopped stroking my pussy with his cock and just stopped. I felt that the head of his penis was inside of me. But I was still a virgin, the last moments before I would become a woman.

He said -now you are ready, please be patient

He release my hand holding his cock, grabbed my thigh and abruptly entered me. It was painful. I bit the blanket and began to scream. I felt all over my body how a hot cock expands my tight pussy and tears my hymen. It became very wet and I realized that it was blood. And he kept slowly inserting his penis into me and I thought it would never end. It was very painful and very hot. It’s like someone just put a boiled ear of corn between your legs

I felt my pussy spreading under the pressure of his penis, it seemed to me that he had already reached my stomach and was resting on my navel. Finally, he rested his hips against my ass. Everything inside me was throbbing and aching and I felt how he was moving his penis inside me.

He said that everything over and now I became a real woman.

Tears were streaming down my cheeks and I could see the stain from them on the blanket. It was big. I was afraid to imagine a bloodstain.

He began to slowly pull out his penis. I decided that everything is finished now. He’s going to let me go now and I’m going to get up and punch him in the face with all my strength. But he entered me again, this time with force. Pull out again and go inside and started doing it faster and faster. He release my neck and now held my hips with both hands and fucked me harder and harder. The pain intensified and asked him to stop.

I just lay there and endured the pain, and he squeezed my hips and tightened and pushed his cock deeper and deeper and finally everything stopped, he just quickly pulled his cock out of me and stopped holding me. I didn’t see it, but he was moaning and I felt something hot dripping on my back.

I just curled up on the bed and cried, he sat next to me and stroked my thigh and said something soothing, I don’t remember what. He helped me to get up and I saw his penis all covered in blood, he was still stroking it, and there was a white drop hanging on the glans of his penis.

He bathed me in the shower for a very long time and carefully. The water mixed with the blood dripped off me and took my youth with it.

We didn’t communicate for a while and I avoided meeting him. But then somehow everything got better, and we were still friends for a while until I left for another country. Now Sam is married, he has 3 children and a beautiful wife, he works as a supply manager in a large fast food net. Sometimes we text to each other, but we never talked about that night.

I apologize for a lot of unnecessary details, perhaps this post could have been made much shorter, but that’s exactly how we girls talk about sex. And now it’s time to go to bed, I have 2 days of rest at home. I will lie down next to my already sleeping husband and I will rest, I will be on a flight again soon.

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