[Str8][cuck] I am my mother’s pride: An Asian’s woman journey towards the arms of a white man – Part 4.

Hi guys! Part 4 is here, I wanted to clean it up a bit before publishing it. Part 5 will most likely be the last one based on true stories, with part 6 being mostly fictional.

 

Part 1: [Str8][cuck] I am my mother’s pride: An Asian’s woman journey towards the arms of a white man – Part 1.
Part 2:[Str8][cuck] I am my mother’s pride: An Asian’s woman journey towards the arms of a white man – Part 2.
Part 3: [Str8][cuck] I am my mother’s pride: An Asian’s woman journey towards the arms of a white man – Part 3.
Part 4: You are here
Part 5: Coming soon
Part 6: Coming soon

 

###Part 4
####Texas
######New Year Same Me
Everything is going great, I’ve got a great routine going: work on weekdays during the day, Adam on Thursday nights, James/Friends on the weekend. James had also just finished his MBA classes in December so it was a great time to celebrate the New Year! We drove to Vegas with friends on Friday of the NYE’s weekend and spent the weekend down there celebrating James’ MBA, our friend’s engagement, and the New Year! I was excited for the next year with James having more free time!

 

Adam would not be traveling to LA the first week of the year because of the Holidays, so I would not see him until the week after. We were still texting and sexting each other throughout the weeks though. In one of our conversations he asked me if I was interested in going to Texas with him at the end of January, James could come as well. I chatted with James and he was fine with me going alone, he needed to help his family’s business for a couple of weeks so I told Adam that I would go with him alone. So Adam bought my tickets for a Friday evening to fly back to Texas with him and I would fly back on Monday morning – I took half day on Monday just in case the flight was late. I was nervous and excited, never traveled with another guy alone but was really excited to go to Texas with him.

 

The day came and James was able to drive me to the airport where I would meet Adam. My heart started racing the moment we pulled into the airport. Adam was already there when I got there so we walked towards security together, and headed towards our gate. We chatted and laughed as we waited for boarding time, he asked me if I’ve ever been to Dallas, and if I like barbecue. I’ve never been to Texas, but I do love food so I was excited to try out new places. We board the plane about an hour later, Adam offers me the window seat and I take a quick nap during the flight.

 

We land in Dallas and we head towards the garage where he leaves his car during the week. I message James to let him know that we landed and were going to Adam’s house now. We drove for almost an hour to his house in Willow Park. He said he lives alone but his parents watch the house while he is away. We get to his house and he has a nice ranch style home with a huge garage. We go in and he gives me a tour of the house, going to his bedroom last. He is either really neat or his parents really take care of the house when he’s gone – it smells clean and the beds are all done and smell fresh.

 

I am exhausted, so I bring my bag into his room and go to the master bath to shower. My heart is still racing. I’m in my lover’s house, just the two of us alone in a different state. Just as I am finishing up, Adam steps into the shower and kisses me – I’ve been waiting for this. He hasn’t kissed me all day. We make out and then I get on my knees and stroke him. There is something so sexy about being naked with another person in the shower, touching each other. I start to kiss his dick and then open my mouth for him to push it in deep – I’ve gotten better at this deepthroat thing and don’t choke as quick. He is fucking my face violently and I’m loving it, I love to hear his grunts and moans as he is using me. He pulls me out and begins to jerk off until he cums on my face. I wash off and finish showering before going to bed for the night.

 

The next morning I woke up horny – it’s been more common since we started this lifestyle. I get up to use the bathroom and wash up, and then return to bed to kiss Adam who likes to sleep naked. I slowly kissed down his body until I reached his dick and began to blow him to wake him. He’s hard and moaning, he puts his hand on my head and begins to push and pull. I pull out, look at him and ask him to fuck me. He grabs me and manhandles me, throwing me and pulling me around as he fucks me hard. I’m screaming loud as this is the first time I’m doing it without shared walls. As usual, he cums in me and then makes him blow him more afterwards.

 

We get ready for the day, he is bringing me to different restaurants and coffee shops today with his friends. He asked me how I wanted him to introduce me and I said doesn’t matter. We head to a restaurant for early lunch with 3 of his high school friends, Drew, Buck, and Zach. When we arrive, Drew and Zach are already there and Buck arrives shortly after, we sit and he introduces me.

 

“Hey guys, so this is Sally, she is a friend with benefits from Cali” He said confidently.
I was mortified. I know I’ve been more adventurous and more “slutty” in public, but openly admitting to strangers that I had a fuck buddy was new. Luckily, they did not seem to be judgemental – just responded with “nice” and “cool”, as if this was normal. I talk about myself a bit and inadvertently let out that I have a boyfriend at home. The truth is out, they ask me if my boyfriend knows and Adam tells them that I’m a hotwife. I guess they are aware that he is in the lifestyle and don’t really ask any more questions about it. We have a fun day trying some southern food, drinking at bars and breweries, and doing some shopping. It was a fun long day!

 

Meanwhile back home, James was busy with family but got freed up early and went out with friends for drinks. His friends asked him where I was and he said I was out of town with a friend. They didn’t ask any more than that, but it was a thrill hinting our friends about our lifestyle. More so knowing that James was still locked up with both keys a thousand plus miles away from him.

 

After dinner, Adam and I went back to his home and as usual, we immediately started making out in his living room. Sex has always been good with him, maybe it’s his technique or the fact that what I’m doing can be seen as wrong, or maybe both! The heavy make out quickly turned into sex in the living room. The sex was rough and amazing, finishing in me again. This was just the beginning of a night full of sex and passion, taking short naps in between sleeping naked spooned to each other. He would wake me up with his hips thrusting on me, and I would be ready to go – the whole night felt like a blur, I was high from the sex and wanted to keep going even though my body was sore and sensitive.

 

We slept in until 11PM Sunday morning. When we finally woke up we both showered together, no sex this time – I think we were sexed out from last night. We got ready and headed out to try out more restaurants and shops. The day goes by uneventfully, we go back to his place at night for a light night in – we settle down on the couch and watch football for the rest of the night. We leave his house early Monday morning to catch our flight back to LA, we return to LA where James picks me up and Adam takes a ride to his office.

 

I was in touch with James throughout the whole weekend, he knew all the sex, and non-sex adventures we had. But he wanted to hear all about it again, in person. Asked me if there were any photos or videos, but we didn’t take any while having sex. I did show him some photos of us at restaurants and landmarks and he really enjoyed those too! James dropped me off home and he drove off to work, but all he could talk about that night after work was my Texas trip. All I really remember was the sex.

 

####Threesome

Life has been pretty normal, same routine as before with work, James, Adam, and the weekends. James is still caged and we still have not had sex, I’m still enjoying myself with Adam, and Adam still has a few more months left on his assignment. Sometime in February 2018, Steve (my one night stand) messages me and tells me he is in town and would like to meet up. I am really flattered at this point, feeling so desirable by 3 guys at once is exhilarating.

 

“Babe, guess who messaged me?” I ask James.

“Jared” He responds.

“What? No! Steve” I tell him.

“Who? Which one is Steve?” He asks.

“My one night stand from Seattle” I responded.

“Oh right, what does he want? He misses you?” He asks.

 

“Kinda…..” I respond as I show James our chat of Steve telling me he is here for the week and would like to meet up. James then looks at me and reminds me that I never had that threesome he asked for. I tell him it was his fault for freezing up and just watching me go alone. He asked me if I was still interested in it, and if so I could propose it to Steve and Adam. I never really thought about it again after James proposed it, but to have sex with two guys, none of which James was really intriguing. I paused for a few minutes and then decided that I wanted to do it.

 

I reached out to Adam first. He initially thought I wanted James to be the one and was a bit opposed to let him out of the cage, but then told him there is this guy who I know that is in town, it would be a one time thing. He agreed as long as we all met in public first and he wore protection. Easy!

 

I then told Steve that I was actually seeing someone regularly and the only way for me to meet with him would be in a threesome. He seemed to hesitate at first, but I guess he really wanted to see me so he agreed. We all made plans to meet after work on Thursday.

 

This was exciting for me, but I think James was even more excited! I told Adam how obsessed James was with the situation and Adam proposed bringing him along to watch and maybe film. Now, I’m not camera shy at all – my social media has countless of selfies and pictures of me with friends, but having a photo or recording of me having sex is something I get really shy and self-conscious about. Of course I wanted to try it, but I will most likely not want to watch it. So I agreed with the idea and told James that he should come and bring his gopro (no phone in case it accidentally sends to someone!).

 

Thursday came and I wore some lingerie under my work clothes, I was ready and felt slutty all day wearing that under my professional attire. James got held off at work so he was going to be late. I met Adam and Steve at the restaurant and introduced them, the night started off pretty professional – I think they were both still in business mode, but a couple of drinks later and the conversation evolved into a more casual one, with sex talk creeping through here and there. They may have different levels of experience in the lifestyle but one thing was for sure: they both enjoyed taking another man’s woman. James was running late and decided to just meet us at Adam’s hotel, so we got the check and started to head over. It was such a thrill, I’m sure the front staff recognize me from all the times I’ve come here with Adam, and now there’s another man walking with us? What must they be thinking! James was already there waiting for us in the lobby, we all greeted each other and headed up to Adam’s room.

 

Here we go. I was about to get fucked by two guys while my boyfriend watched! We walked into the room and went towards the beds – James sat on the office chair while Steve and Adam chatted near the bed. I sat on the couch across from James. Adam liked the power dynamics a lot, he walked over to James and asked him to strip down and showed Steve his cage. James said how he has not had sex with me in months! Steve seemed to like this and I’m guessing will be exploring this lifestyle more.

 

“I’ll be back, boys” I said as I walked towards the bathroom to get ready.

 

I go to the bathroom and remove my work clothes and adjust the lingerie, a red and black two piece with stockings that James had bought for me. I washed my mouth and made sure I didn’t smell funky. I was ready to go. I walked back out to the room and saw James as the gopro ready on the stabilizer, I tried to ignore it so that I would not get nervous, but having three guys in a room while I’m half naked was nerve wracking enough. Adam and Steve are sitting on the couch and were chatting with James, I walk towards them and see Adam pat his lap signaling me to sit on it. I sit on Adam, he grabs my face and begins to kiss me. Steve is not doing anything, and I think he is feeling awkward so I grab his hand and put it on my breast. He is now getting into it.

 

I hear the beeping from the gopro, I think James started to film. Adam lifts me up and puts me on Steve’s lap. “You guys have fun, I’ll be right back” he said as he walked towards the closet. I am now making out with Steve while he is rubbing and grabbing my boob. All of the sudden, I feel Adam grab my neck and then I hear a click – he just put a leash on me! I have never done this before, the bdsm thing, but I was so aroused when he pulled softly and told me to get on the floor.

 

“Get on the floor on all fours” Adam commanded me.

 

I promptly got on the floor and Adam walked me towards the entrance of the room as I crawled there. I felt so slutty, so dirty, so used, but I was loving this feeling.

 

“Go suck Steve’s dick” Adam said.

 

I began to crawl on all fours towards Steve, feeling some resistance from the leash but I was pulling. Making it apparent that I wanted Steve. I get to Steve, who is still sitting on the couch across from James, and I undo his pants, take out his dick and begin to suck him. I was giving him regular head, but then I felt a pair of hands pushing me deeper and deeper to deepthroat him, I’m pretty sure it was Adam. I was almost gagging and in tears, but I was really enjoying this. I feel Adam grab my hips, and then undoes the buckles connecting my top to my bottom before removing the bottom piece. I’m soaking wet. Without warning, Adam inserts his dick into me and leaves it there for a second.

 

“Oh my God!” I scream as I look up to the ceiling. I have Adam fucking me while I’m sucking Steve’s dick. I finally had my threesome, but that was just the beginning. Adam is fucking me hard, and then tells Steve that I like it rough and to beg. This innocent threesome soon turned into a cuckold raceplay scenario.

 

Adam: “This slut loves white cock, don’t you?”
Me: “Yes!” As I take breaks from sucking Steve
Adam: “Tell us why you are fucking us and not your boyfriend?”
Me: “Because he is not good enough for me!”
Adam: “It’s cause you don’t like asian dicks isn’t it?”

 

I moan but do not respond verbally. Adam smacks my ass, grabs my hair and asks me again.

 

Adam: “Isn’t it? Are you a slut for white cock?”
Me: “Yes, I’m a slut for white cock!”
Adam: “How many white cocks do you need?”
Me: “I need two!”
Adam: “No, you need as many as the world can give. You want to get gangbanged by white men”
Me: “Yes! I want to get gangbanged!”
Adam: “Do you want Steve to fuck you?”
Me: “Yes!”
Adam: “Beg for it”
Me: “Please Steve, fuck me hard!”

 

Adam pulls out and has Steve pull the leash and bring me to the bed. Steve carries me and throws me on my back, puts on a condom, and begins to fuck me with my legs up. I can now see James, who is still sitting on the chair filming, he has that stupid look again – he is aroused. Adam walks over and puts his dick in my mouth and begins to fuck it, angleing me so that James can watch and film.

 

Adam pulls his dick out, lifts my face up and looks at me and asks “Do you want to get fucked in the ass?” I’ve never done anal! James was never interested either so never occurred to me to try. I have pretty small holes already and Steve and Adam were pretty thick, I did want to try it but was scared. Adam promised he would be gentle and could stop at any moment. Maybe he knew that I was high off the sex and was likely to say yes, so as I was getting fucked by Steve, I told Adam that I wanted him to fuck me in the ass.

 

It was awkward getting in position, there was definitely some contact between Adam and Steve, but I think they were tipsy enough and living in the moment that they did not really care.

 

I was riding Steve cowgirl, Adam squats behind me, drips a lot of lube into my ass and slowly slides his dick into my asshole. It felt so weird, it hurts, but my pussy was feeling good so it was a weird sensation. Steve was going hard, thrusting his hips up and down, while Adam was slowly sliding deeper and deeper, I felt so much resistance, not sure how deep he went but he started to get in a rhythm and began to fuck my ass. I was getting my pussy and asshole fucked at once. I lost my anal virginity to my lover.

 

I was getting fucked in this position for a few minutes. Adam then asked Steve if he wanted to fuck my ass, he said yes. They switched and now Adam was fucking my pussy, he was wearing a condom until now but he had removed it for me to ride him. This felt weird and amazing, but the climax came when Adam sat up while I was on top of him while Steve fucked me in the ass, that hit the spot! Adam’s dick was hitting a sweet spot and Steve’s dick in my ass made that spot tighter. It didn’t take much longer before I had an orgasm, my body got weak, I trembled and fell on Adam’s chest while they were both still fucking me.

 

Adam was picking up the pace while it felt like Steve just had his dick in my ass, using my body motion to stroke it. Adam was grunting, grabbed my breast and squeezed hard as he came in me. It felt amazing. Adam pulled out and went to the bathroom to clean up. It was now just Steve fucking my ass, I could now feel how anal actually felt like. I got over any initial pain and just felt stuffed as he began to fuck me harder and harder. I was screaming at this point, so Adam comes back and puts his underwear in my mouth. He told me he didn’t want us to get in trouble. I felt so slutty with the situation, I loved it. I grabbed Adam by his dick and pulled him towards my mouth and began to suck him. He was soft, but got hard pretty quick. I once again had two big white cocks in me. Big white cocks, that’s something Adam and Steve said a lot and all I kept asking for now.

 

Steve was fucking me faster, it started to hut now but I knew he was almost done. He pulled out, pulled me into the floor, removed his condom and began to jerk to cum on my face. I opened my mouth and saw Adam hover around me jerking as well. Steve came on my face, covering most of it and getting one of my eyes. Adam came soon after, covering the rest of my face. They go clean up, leaving me helpless on the ground waiting for someone to clean my face. Adam tells James to get some tissues and clean me up so he does. I then go to the bathroom to clean up more. Steve leaves and now it’s just the three of us, talking about if I enjoyed this and whether or not I would do threesomes and anal again, both of which I said yes to!

 

####New confident me

2018 has been full of fun and adventure! I couldn’t wait for more but unfortunately this is when we hit a sad and hard intermission. Adam’s assignment was up at the end of April, we celebrated and remembered good times by having him stay his last weekend here. He’s done this before, so he knows the routine but mentioned that he is still in touch with his couples, it’s really up to them how much contact they want. We had sex one last time, and by Sunday afternoon Adam was on his way back home. I have now been exposed to a lifetime of sexual experiences in just a few months and was ready for more.

 

I still have not seen the video from the threesome, but James says it’s really hot. He has the file stored in an external hard drive and showed me the video – I had to mute it because I did not enjoy hearing myself screaming, but he was right, it was really hot! James was aroused and we began to make out and I climbed on top of him – he still had the cage on. I asked him if he wanted to get released but told me “no, let’s keep going!”. I was game.

 

My dating apps were never really deactivated, I just didn’t check it as much in the past few months. I had a lot of unread messages and pending matches so I got to work. Swiping again, looking for good looking white men to have fun with. I really enjoyed what I had with Adam, but also like the excitement of one-night-stands like Steve, so I was in the market for both: long term and short term play. Because of this change of strategy, James and I decided it would be best to use condoms from now on and get verbal confirmation from my dates that they did not have any stds.

 

I was on a rampage, In may I went on dates and had sex with Sam – 29, Derrick – 33, and Ron – 28. I was 3 for 3, all the dates were good and the sex was also good. I was not a fan of the condom, it was a requirement at the rate I was going. Derrick was the only one interested in experiencing the lifestyle a bit more, I initially had sex with them on a solo basis, but had a second session with Derrick in where James was in the room watching. The sex was all good, but everything I was doing was old, I did not feel that exhilarating feeling I had with Adam when he introduced me to new things and pushed my boundaries.

 

That is until I did something different again. Tim, an average looking white guy reached out to me on a different app and we chatted a bit. We chatted a bit and told him about my situation and the lifestyle and he was interested in trying it as well. He was older, at 42 he was 16 years older than me! Never been with a man that old. But I was ready to try something different from the young good looking white guys I’ve been seeing. He was not as good looking and had some grays, but he was very charismatic and fun to chat with. We decided to meet on the weekend with James as well.
Tim was divorced with 2 kids, a teenager and a 7 year-old. He was happy being a single dad and was not really looking for a new wife, so he was trying his luck in dating and hook up apps. Said he has gone on dates with older women and a lot of the younger ones were sugar babies looking for a specific relationship he was not interested in. I was learning a lot. And although he was older and different, he had a charming personality. I did not have sex with him on the first date. James liked him too, but he wasn’t sure if I would be interested in an older man. I told James that normally I would not, but have become more and more adventurous since we started this. With Jame’s blessing, I reached out to Tim for a second date which would eventually bring us to his house.

 

He had shared custody with his ex-wife so the second date was planned around the schedule when the kids would not be home. Tim had a nice home, but you can tell kids lived there as well. We just sat on the couch for about an hour, Tim was not as fast moving or eager as the younger guys, we were really just sitting, chatting, and watching tv with no sexual contact. I think he wanted to be respectful. I made the first move, I put my hand on his lap really close to his crotch as I laughed at something he said, I don’t think it was that funny but I wanted an excuse to make contact. I looked at him in the eye and he approached me for a kiss.

 

We started to make out, I had my usual move of climbing on top of a man so I did. He started to unbutton his shirt – he had a hairy chest with grays as well, he was not fit like the younger guys and could tell his age and that he was a father. But I was not turned off by this at all, in fact, it was exciting being with an older man. I slid down and undid his pants to pull his dick out – funny how dicks don’t really age, it looked like any other one. I started to give him head and he let out a big moan. I like this one. We took it to the bedroom where he started by eating me out before he fucked me missionary, how he loved missionary and making out with me – I think he misses the intimacy of sex. He also did not last as long and came on my chest soon after. He looked really satisfied and I was excited about trying something new. I would meet up with Tim 2 more times, both with James watching before we decided to move on. He was not the best sex ever, but it was the first time I was with a much older man.

 

I went out more dates between June and July, but could only remember the 3 guys I slept with:
Ryan 2 – 33, John – 27, and David – 34. Ryan and John were both one-night-stands, good looking guys with normal lives who lived vanilla sex lives. David was my summer fling, I went on several dates and had sex with him every time for the rest of July and most of August – he also had a vanilla sex life and felt akward with James being around so it was mostly just us when we did meet. David was the last guy before I met Ryan S, but I had quite the little black book by now: In about a year and a half, my number went from 1 to 11, everyone after James have been white guys too, which was initially a surprise to me.

 

####Proposal
The summer was coming to an end, and soon after my last encounter with David, James and I took a trip to Northern Cal and spent a long weekend in Napa Valley. It was a fun weekend, we haven’t taken a vacation together in a while because of his busy life. We spent our days trying different wineries, but one in particular was my favorite. It was shaped like a medieval castle and there was so much to explore and a lot of photo spots. It was in this winery that James surprised me. He had a stranger take a picture of us in front of this huge door, when he suddenly dropped to his knees and asked me to marry him.

 

I was so surprised I don’t remember if I said yes, but I started crying as I grabbed him and hugged him. He put the ring on my finger and we took some ugly crying pictures. We celebrated with some wine, bought a few bottles and went to San Francisco for dinner. I was so excited and ready to plan the wedding, but James was only thinking of one thing: do I still want to continue in the lifestyle. I told him that as long as he is comfortable, I was too to which he answers:

 

“I’m always going to want this and more for you,” he said.

“If that’s the case, then me too. I don’t think I can go back to vanilla sex” I respond.

 

It was a done deal, we made it clear that we were here to stay in this lifestyle and I was excited about it. I got promoted from slutty girlfriend to slutty fiance. We talked about the future and how it would be better and more fun if we had a long term third or even fourth, that way I could ditch the condom as well and be able to explore more things freely. So we started swiping again, narrowing our filter to make sure the guys I matched with wanted something long term. We celebrated our engagement by looking at other guys, we must be crazy!

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