Guess what guys? I’ve been so excited about writing this that I banged it out over the weekend. The next part is heavy so I decided to break it up so it’s easier to digest. As of now, part 1 – 5 are mostly a true story with some minor changes. Part 6 will be functional based on unexplored fantasies and discussions within our throupple. Enjoy!
Part 1: [Str8][cuck] I am my mother’s pride: An Asian’s woman journey towards the arms of a white man – Part 1.
Part 2:[Str8][cuck] I am my mother’s pride: An Asian’s woman journey towards the arms of a white man – Part 2.
Part 3: You are here.
Part 4: Out tonight.
Part 5: Coming soon
Part 6: Coming soon
#Part 3#
**Mike, Steve, Adam.**
It’s been a week since Jared and I ended our relationship and it honestly feels weird to be in one home, with one man all the time. Nevertheless, I have been active on three different dating platforms and it’s been overwhelming. I have not been able to plan anything because I’m getting many messages. James and I came up with a plan to filter it out: after a few introductions we would send out a predrafted message to make them aware of the situation. It went like this:
“So before I wasted too much of your time, that guy in one of my photos is my current boyfriend. I am a hotwife and he is a cuck and we are looking to bring in another person into our relationship. There are really no rules other than understanding that we are a couple and at the end of the day he is my boyfriend. He is straight and not jealous at all and allows pretty much anything. We will go on dates as the three of us and just the two of us, but we can discuss the details if you are comfortable with the situation. Let me know if you are interested”
If they were interested, we would then trade snaps and chat there instead. I must say, it was nice seeing so many matches and a good number of the guys I was interested in were also interested in me – it helped with my self-esteem and the way I saw myself. I was never the girl that guys chased after back home, and I met James fairly soon after I moved west so I always thought of myself as just an average Asian chick.
######Mike
For most of October I went on a couple of dates a week, some alone and some with James – I want to say I went out on 7 dates during the first 3 months of October. Nothing really happened except for 2 guys. Mike was a tall white guy who I went out for brunch with – we talked a lot about ourselves and this lifestyle and probably one of the better dates I had from those 7. After our date, he told me he’s never had sex before because he was raised a Christian and was saving that for his future wife.
“Oh… so why were you interested in our situation then?” I asked.
“Well, it was very interesting, like the complete opposite of my sexual experience so I wanted to learn about different points of view” He responded.
“Look, I don’t want to be the reason you abandon your religion and what you believe in, so I think it’s better if we don’t move forward with this” I tell him.
“Yes, I still don’t think I’m ready for sex, I do wonder what it feels like and would like to get intimate. I mean I’ve had blowjobs before so I know what some of it feels like” He responds as he struggles to put his words together.
“Oh so blowjobs are okay?!” I joke
“Ha, yeah! I’m not the best Christian so I want to do the sex thing right at least” He responds
“When was the last time you had a blowjob?” I asked.
“With my ex, after we broke up we still talked and got one like a month ago” He responds
“Oh… well want one now?” I asked kinda jokingly.
He laughed but then asked me if I was serious and I was! It’s been frustrating going on bad dates or guys just ignoring me after, so I felt like something should come out of my first good date. I offered my car since it was closer and parked in a garage. We walk towards my car, get in the backseat, unzip his pants and pull his dick out. He was average, but still bigger than James, not trimmed down there so I would get a facefull of pubes and zippers everytime I went down. I just started giving him head without making out or teasing him. I felt like such a slut knowing that I would never see him again and I just offered to give him a blowjob in my car, but I loved that feeling. He didn’t really make a lot of noise so it was disappointing – I like making my men moan. I think it was 10 minutes later when he pulled my head out and began to jerk himself off. I rested my head on his lap and licked his balls: he made a face but still no moans. A few seconds later he came and it covered part of my left cheek and some of my hair. I had him reach out to the front of the car to get the tissues. He cleans up, cleans me up, and then leaves my car as I’m about to drive home.
######Steve
Steve was the other date where it got far, but not far enough. He was average height but really good looking white guy from Seattle and in town for business. The day of our date was his last one before he left. I had second thoughts about this one since it was most likely not going to be a long term thing, but he was very good looking and charismatic so I agreed on a date with him alone. We met at a restaurant inside his hotel. He was very charming and charismatic, just like on snap. Never been with a couple before but liked the idea of being with someone who was “taken”. I didn’t think we were going to have sex after dinner, but when he asked me what I wanted to do, I quickly responded: “Let’s go to your room”.
We went up to his room on the 7th floor, I asked to use the bathroom to freshen up. I texted James to let him know that I was going to have sex with Steve and sent him a nude selfie from the bathroom mirror. I put on my bra and panties – they were mismatched and not the sexiest since I did not plan for this, but I was ready to go so I wanted to wear as little as possible. I walk towards the bed and see Steven on his back, browsing the tv. I get on the bed and crawl towards him and give him a kiss. He grabs my ass and then pulls down my panties, he then reaches down and begins to finger me.
Fuck that feels good. I haven’t had sex since Jared; Jame’s been too busy with school and work so that touch felt amazing. Steve undoes his pants and pulls it down until he’s only wearing boxers. I position myself to grind on him through his underwear – I’m so fucking wet and ready to get fucked. He pushes my shoulders down, I know what he wants – I slowly undo his shirt and kiss him down his chest, then his torso, I pull down his boxers and continue to kiss until I reach the tip of his dick. It’s pretty big and thick, and he was freshly groomed. I open my mouth and begin to give him head. He moans and grabs my head, that’s what I like! I begin to kiss him up until I reach his neck, he bites my ear and I let out a soft moan. I feel high from the hormones, it’s such a rush being on top of a guy I just met in a hotel room. Steve reaches into his travel bag and pulls out a condom, he puts it on while we are making out, I grab his dick and guide it into me.
“Fuckkk” I moan as I stretch my neck backwards.
“Fuck me hard please” I start to beg.
Steve grabs my waist and begins to drive me up and down. Didn’t realize how long he was – didn’t look as big as Jared but he is lifting me high with ever thrust. I put my hands on his chest and begin to ride him, moving my waist up and down, and then forwards and backwards when my legs get tired. This is amazing. He pushes me off and puts me on doggy style – I haven’t been fucked like this in a while, so impersonal. He pins my head down on the bed and begins to fuck me.
“Omg, yes yes yes yes!” I scream. as he begins to fuck me faster and faster. I think his dick angles the opposite way of Jared since it felt like it was hitting the spot in this position. I could feel him push my wall as he pinned me hard. I’m grabbing the bed sheets and could feel a cramp coming to my left foot as I was strongly curling my toes.
“Slap my ass” I begged as he kept fucking me hard.
“Yeah? You like it rough?” He asked.
“Yes please, fuck me hard and rough. I want it hard!” I screamed.
“You don’t get this at home do you?” He asked as he slowed down his hip thrust.
“No, nothing like this. I want it please” I respond as I begin to move my body to get fucked by him.
He puts his hand on my head and pushes me down as he continues to fuck me doggy style. I’m screaming, and I’m pretty sure people can hear me through the walls. He’s moaning louder; he’s about to cum. He speeds up and then pulls out, stands up as I turn around and get on my knees and open my mouth. Steve removes his condom and cums on my face. It’s messy and heavy.
“Hey Steve, could you take a picture of my face with my phone on snapchat? But don’t send it!” I tell him after I unlock my phone and hand it to him.
“Sure, open your mouth” He tells me.
I open my mouth and he gets close to me and puts his dick in it and snaps the picture and hands me back the phone. I’m always paranoid that I will send it to the wrong person so I triple check that it is going to James before I hit send. I go to the bathroom to clean myself up and get tempted to get in the shower and have Steve go in and fuck me. I walk out of the bathroom and see him dressed up and on his laptop, I think he is doing work. So I get dressed and say my goodbyes.
I leave his room and see a couple walk out of the room next to his at the same time. I’m embarrassed and walk with my head down, I’m pretty sure they heard everything! I get to my car and sit there for a minute before I drive. I just had my first one-night-stand and went from being with one guy my whole life to going out on dates with 9 and having sex with 3 1/2 of them in less than a year!
######Adam
James likes to watch me swipe on tinder and watch me chat with them. I was self conscious at first but I got over it quickly. He noticed that all the guys I swipe right on are white. He is right… I’ve been attracted to Asian guys all my life until now, and all of the sudden my preference changed to white guys.
“Do you not like Asian guys anymore?” He asked.
“I like you!” I respond quickly.
“Well, I know that! but how come all your matches are white?” He asked.
“I don’t know, I’m starting to find them more attractive, BUT you are still my boyfriend!. Do you not like me with white guys only?” I respond.
“OH no, I love seeing you with other races. I actually prefer it if you dated non-Asians.” he responded.
That’s all I needed to hear. I can move forward with swiping without guilt. I had a match with a guy named Adam a few days earlier but he didn’t initiate any conversation until now. A 31 year-old white guy, he had a silly picture but I could tell from the rest that he was tall, fit, and very handsome. We messaged back and forth for a while and went through my routine of filtering to make sure this could work. I was honestly a bit frustrated by now because all my dates have been a one-time thing. At first, it seemed like Adam was also going to be a one-time thing, but he reassured me that it wouldn’t. He is from Texas and works as a consultant who is often in different cities on assignments. He was placed in LA for a 6 – 8 month assignment and would be flying back and forth every week: fly in Monday morning, fly out Friday evening. He’s also had experience with the lifestyle, in fact, that’s what he looks for because it works out the best for him. He is always on long term assignments so it doesn’t make sense for him to find a real relationship and finds less emotional baggage when dealing with couples. Perfect. Let’s give him a try.
He made arrangements to stay on the weekend of Halloween rather than flying back. We made plans to meet on Friday at a small dive bar in Downtown, James was free this weekend and Adam was also interested in meeting us both. Adam arrived early and was already at the bar and got a high table at the back. We walk in and he stands to greet us, he looks like his pictures and has a deep voice. We chat for a bit over drinks and appetizers while getting to know each other. Maybe about 40 minutes in the conversation shifts towards us.
“So, what have you guys done so far?” Adam asked.
“Just the normal stuff, me watching. Her alone with him. Pictures and what now” James responds.
“Ok. Are you caged? Do you do bondage?” Adam asked.
I’m intrigued and confused by now. Cage and bondage? What does that mean?! I think I can show my confusion on my face because Adam looks at me and then smiles.
“Oh your boyfriend knows what I mean!” Adam responds.
And he did. James has done a lot of research about the lifestyle, watched porn on it, and apparently had some more deeper fantasies that he was afraid of sharing with me. The conversation gets deep and kinky but I come to find out that James is really into the humiliation aspect of it as well, he wants me to cage him and deny him sex, and talk down to him when I’m with other guys. I guess it makes sense… he did ask me if other guys were better whenever he and I had sex. There are really not many boundaries for James, he wants to be submissive. I’ve always seen him as a dominant man, but I still love him the same even after finding out his submissive nature.
“Hey James, why don’t you go get us some more drinks while I get to know Alice? Adam tells James.
“Of course, same beer?” James asks.
Adam nods and grabs my hand as James walks towards the bar.
“So, now that it’s just us. I want to make sure that you are okay with everything we talked to. Sometimes I find that it is more of the husband’s or guy’s fantasy being expressed without your true feelings. Are you really into it and do you want to move forward?” He asked me.
“I am honestly surprised about all the additional fantasies he has, but yeah I do want to do it for myself and for him. These past months since we started doing this have brought us closer and I’ve had a lot of fun acting single again!” I respond.
“Very good them, let’s seal the deal with a kiss” He said.
I reach in for a quick kiss but it then turns into a deep one. I’m pretty sure people see us but I guess this is the first step of putting James into a submissive role. James comes back with drinks and we chat a little bit more about life, work, and sex. Adam suggests going to his hotel’s lobby where they have a bar for more drinks. I know what that means and I won’t say no to it. We head towards his hotel and wait for Adam to arrive. When he gets there, he grabs my hand and holds it as we walk towards the bar where he chooses to sit in between me and James, putting James out of reach of me. Adam is just so dominant in the conversation and mannerism, James is just quiet and observing as Adam flirts with me. I opted out from an alcoholic drink and just ordered a soda while James and Adam ordered an old fashion. Adam then turns to James, gives him a key card for his room and says “room 529, why don’t you go up and fill the tub up?”. James grabs the key, downs his drink and heads up leaving me alone with Adam.
Adam continues to flirt with me, with each line getting more sexual. What’s your favorite position? Are you a giver or a taker? Are you loud in bed? All while the bartender is within hearing distance from us. I’m embarrassed but my heart is racing from excitement – this is so adventurous! It’s been like 15 minutes since James left by now and Adam puts the drinks to his room, grabs me and leads me towards the elevator. I’ve had my boyfriend watch me with another guy before, but I have a feeling this is going to be different. We get to the room and Adam pulls out his test results; he has his own rules: he tests biweekly or as much as he can, he is only with one couple at once and expects the couples to be cautious as well, he does not want any sentimental attachments out of his relationships. His tests are clean, I take out my phone and look for a picture of my results from a couple of weeks back. We all agreed to do it bare.
Adam tells me to go to the bathroom and get in the tub, he’ll be joining me shortly. I head to the bathroom, a pretty big shower with glass doors and a big triangle tub on the other side of the room. I take off my clothes and dip into the tub. Adam comes in shortly already naked and gets in with me. His dick is pretty big, not as long as Jared, but much thicker. Although he was soft, he said he was pretty much a shower. I roll my body towards him, grab his shoulder and begin to make out. He grabs my butt-cheek with one hand and begins to finger me with the other. I’m moaning and begin to stroke him. Doesn’t take long before he gets hard. He stands up and says “suck my dick babe”. I turn around and get on my knees and begin to give him head. He is enjoying it, he is grabbing my hair.
“Have you deep-throated before?” Adam asks.
“Uhm Uhm” I respond as I nod left to right.
“Want to try?” Adam asks.
“Uhum” I respond as I still have him in my mouth.
He grins, grabs the back of my head with both his hands and slowly pushes his dick to the back of my mouth. He is really thick, my jaw is stretching and I feel his dick going down my throat. I’m doing it. He speeds up and begins to bang my head on his crotch. Fuck I feel slutty doing this! I gag after a few strokes and push him out. My eyes are watery as I gasp for air.
“So? Did you like getting your face fucked?” Adam asks.
“It was different. Never had my face fucked liked that!” I respond as I cough.
We spend the next couple of minutes making out and me giving him head. We got out of the tub once the water was no longer warm and dry ourselves. He then grabs me, lifts me up, and carries me towards the beds. In the room I see James sitting on a chair naked facing the bed. But he’s not just sitting, he has his left thigh tied to his left arm tied to the left armrest with a belt, and the same thing for his right side with his legs spread open.
“Are you okay? Did you want to do this?” I ask James.
“Yeah babe, don’t worry” James responds.
“Shhhh, tonight she is not your babe. You are only here to watch you understand?” Adam tells James.
“Yes sir, I understand” James responds.
This is new, but I’m starting to like the power dynamics of this lifestyle. Adam throws me on the bed and begins to make out with me. He then slowly kisses me down my body. He sucks on my nipples making me moan, licks my body down to my belly button and then goes down and begins to eat me out. I’m moaning loud, his tongue game is good. My eyes are closed and then I turn to James to see him hard and excited about what he is witnessing. I closed my eyes again and let Adam eat me out. I grabbed the back of his head, pulled him towards me and kissed him.
“Fuck me please” I whispered to him.
“Tell your boyfriend to ask me, and call him cuck” Adam responds.
“cuck, I want Adam to fuck me” I said to him as I stare at him biting my lip.
“Please fuck my girlfriend Adam” James said to Adam.
“Why don’t you fuck her James?” Adam responds as he teases my clit with his dick.
“I can’t,” James responds.
“She needs a real man to fuck her right, and you are not it right?” Adam responds.
“Yes, she needs a real man. Please fuck her” James responds.
Adam continues to rub my clit and then inserts his dick quickly. God that feels good. He spreads my legs and pushes my body so my head is hanging on the edge of the bed, facing James. I’m screaming loud with my legs wide in the air, he pulls out and slamming his back back into me, I feel my pussy stretching wider and wider with each pump. James dick is hard and wet, he is so aroused and has a stupid look on his face – he is mesmerized by how I’m getting fucked. Adam pulls me back so my head is no longer hanging and kisses me. He then whispers a series of things to which I answer yes to all of them.
“Your boyfriend and I talked and he wants to be submissive and humiliated. I want you to do the following:
You will deny him sex, make him buy a chastity cage and put him in it, give me one key and you keep the other one.” He whispers to my ear.
“Yes” I respond as Adam slows down and begins to have slow sex with me while kissing me in between every sentence he whispers.
“You will remind him that you are not his” He whispers.
“Yes” I moan.
“You will tell him how inadequate and small he is” He whispers.
“Yes” I moan.
“You will tell him that you prefer white cock in you and will only fuck white guys” He whispers.
“Yes” I moan.
“Lets start now” He says as he begins to fuck me harder, making me scream and wrap my legs around him. He then asked me if I had anything to say to James and I let out a loud yes.
“I like big cock, James, you are just too small for me” I say to James.
“Do you like his Asian dick?” Adam asked me.
“No! I like white dick. I like your big white cock in me!” I scream as Adam begins to fuck me harder.
“Are you going to let the cuck fuck you ever again?” He says to me.
“No, never. Only white guys can fuck me” I scream.
Adam hugs me and then flips me so I’m on top of him. I begin to ride, trying to process what I just screamed out but I am too distracted by the sex. I feel the high, I don’t know how long it’s been but I was not ready to stop yet. I ride him hard, feeling him hit my wall every time I came down. I love it, I think I screamed out how I love riding him a few times. We alternated between me on top and him on top, having slow sex with some short sprints. Adam was trying to make it last, keep James tied to the chair as long as possible. I couldn’t think much, I was high on sex and hypersensitive all over my body. I loved how Adam grabbed and touched me, exploring every part of my body and making me his.
It felt like lucid dreaming. I was not fully here but I could still feel every touch, I think I’m losing my voice from moaning and screaming. I’m surprised the neighbors have not complained yet. Adam then asked me if I wanted it. I tell him yes, I want it all inside me. He makes me say it louder so James can hear. I tell him that I want him to cum in me. He is pumping faster and grunting louder, saying how only he will get to cum in me. I agree with him as I moan louder and wrap my legs around him and grab his head with both my arms. I fucking wanted him deep in me and wanted him to stay there, never had the need to get filled like this before. He thrust one last time and I feel him all in me. I wrap my legs tighter, not wanting him to pull out at all and I grab his head and kiss him. We slowly start to make out as I keep moaning with every pump he is leaving in me. Another man has claimed me and this time James was not going to get a chance to reclaim me.
We are soaked and the room smells like sex, yet I keep holding Adam on top and inside of me, I think I kept him like that for 5 minutes before he pulls away. I feel his cum rush out of me and drip on the bed. I turn around and I see James also ejaculated, I didn’t know it was possible to do so without physical stimulation. I don’t even ask James what he thought, his body language speaks for itself. I get up and untie James, he goes to the bathroom to clean up when suddenly Adam grabs me from behind, turns me around and kisses me. He lifts me up and begins to grind me standing up. He is getting hard and with each grind his dick gets more and more in me. We are going to fuck again.
I think we are on our 4th session, It’s now 3 AM and Adam is on top of me. He is a runner so I’m not surprised about his stamina, but I am very surprised that I am still going. James is on the other bed, the one where I first had sex with Adam. He is naked trying to stay awake but he’s been drifting back and forth. I lost my voice by now and I’m starting to feel dry (thank God for lube!). I have never spent a whole night having sex. Adam cums in me once again, not sure how he still has any left but it is now past 3:30 AM. Adam gets off me and spoons me as I fall asleep on his arm while James sleeps on the other bed.
We didn’t plan on spending the night away from home, but this sexcapade was one of the best sex experiences I’ve ever had. Adam was a great lover, knew exactly how to touch and fuck me. He also knew how to fulfill Jame’s fantasies, this was going to be a great situation while it lasts. The hotel nightstand clock reads 6:00 AM, I’ve barely slept but I’m not tired, the hormones and blood still rushing from all the sex. I feel Adam being awake, still spooning me. He begins to hump me until he gets hard and then slips in me. I’m not fully awake, but I’m really enjoying the slow spooning sex. James can’t spoon fuck me because he is not big enough so this is also a new experience for me. The spoon sex is on and off, with both of us falling asleep and waking up much of the morning.
It is now 11AM, I see James is up and on his phone. We did have plans to meet friends at around 1PM, so we had to get up and go home to get changed, but not before a quick session of morning sex with Adam in the shower. James showered after and we left his room, making plans to see each other on Thursday night. What a wild night! Had sex with a new guy 6 times in less than 12 hours, a new record for me! James enjoyed it and was really excited about the next steps. He told me he was actually browsing for cages in the morning and found a couple – we were about to take it to the next level! In the drive home, I found out the details of the deeper fantasies of James: he liked everything we did last night, and wants me to deny him sex and keep him locked. He is also heavily into raceplay and wants to roleplay “breeding”, which he explained is the fantasy of pretending that I am not on birth control and guys have unprotected sex with me for reproductive reasons.I didn’t really understand the appeal of it, but I could pretend and say I’m not on bc if that turns him on.
We got home at around 8PM after hanging out with friends. James lounges on the couch and puts on a show. I think he is tired from the long week and not really sleeping last night. I’ve been texting Adam which escalated to sexting. I am thinking about everything we did last night and what we might do next time. Fuck, I was horny and I am supposed to deny James sex. I told James I wanted to have sex, but he was in character and told me he is not allowed to have sex with me but suggest I tell Adam of my situation. I tell Adam I’m really horny and could use some good sex now, he changed the subject and texted me about a different topic. Fine, I guess I’ll let it go. An hour later, Adam texts me a single line: “Come alone”. I tell James and he is okay to let me go alone, but wants me to facetime him when I get there. I get ready, put on a matching pair of underwear and head over to Adam’s hotel room.
I get there before 10 PM. It all goes as usual, some flirting, some kissing, and then he throws me on the bed and begins to eat me out. I grab my phone to facetime James, but Adam takes it and says “Audio only” and calls James and puts the phone on the nightstand. I’m still sore from last night, my legs, my parts, my arms are all sensitive but God did I want this again. Adam liked hearing me talk down James, so during sex I would repeat how inadequate James is, how I preferred Adam and I was his, and how I wanted him to cum in me. Sex was good, we did the usual missionary, cowgirl, doggy, and him carrying me. I haven’t orgasm with Adam yet but he does make me feel really good while he is fucking me. I begged him to cum in me and he had me tell him that my pussy was for him to cum in. It is when we finish that I remember that James was on the phone and the things I said were also for him, I grab the phone and the call is still on – he’s been listening this whole time!
I spent the night with Adam and had sex one more time later that night. This was probably the only time Adam stayed in LA for the weekend this year. During the week after, a package arrived at our place, it was James’ cage. We spent a good amount of time understanding how it worked, but we eventually got him in it. It looked painful but James assured me it felt fine, just tight. We told Adam about it and he said to keep James in all the time, except on Sundays for him to wash it – seemed cruel to me but James was excited about it so that’s what we planned. I kept the keys in my purse and would bring one to Adam when I saw him on Thursday. Our Thursday session was as good as the other ones, I started to enjoy having regular scheduled sex and would look forward to Thursdays nights every week.I would usually meet him on Thursdays, sometimes with James. On some occasions I would spend the night and go to work from there.
James and I had to fly to New York in November for my Sister’s wedding, but that didn’t really get in the way of our routine with Adam. I don’t remember when was the last time James and I had sex, but we felt really close and intiate still, even without the sex.
Part 4 coming out tonight!
Source: reddit.com/r/sexystories/comments/lvk92n/str8cuck_i_am_my_mothers_pride_an_asians_woman
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