I’d like to lick a mans boots. Get my face stepped on
It’s strange, in my fantasies, the guy I **really** want (Ben Shapiro) refuses to touch me sexually, even if I want it. He denies me the comfort of at least being taken advantage of by someone I’m attracted to.
The guy I actually want (Ben Shapiro) would bring another larger man in a mask to ravage me while he watched and laughed and says provoking things.
In my fantasy, the guy who is fucking me is too big to be going as hard and fast as he is. I have a pretty small stature and vagina, and it’s painful to get my cervix thrusted on like that. I actually don’t cum unless it’s slower, penetration makes it hard for me to orgasm because even average-sized dicks are a challenge. I get this like cold shivering feeling all over my body. Have you ever had something hit the left side of your mid back in just the right way that your spleen feels it? You get unpleasant tingles all over your abdomen and shoulders, you feel cold and nauseous and start to sweat. It’s a very specific feeling. Well when my cervix gets hit, it’s very similar.
Anyways, in my fantasy, the masked guy is bending me over a surface, pinning my hands to my back, because I had been trying to push him away or get him to slow down. And I’m looking away from the guy who is mocking me (Ben Shapiro). The guy who is fucking me is growling animalistically and then Ben Shapiro me tells the masked guy to make me look at him. So the masked guy yanks my head up by my short hair and forces me to look forward
Ben tells the masked guy to come inside me, he wants to see my face when he does. Of course I don’t want this and I panic but the masked guy shoves a few fingers from the hand that was pinning me into my mouth and he lays into me even harder, putting more and more weight behind each thrust until he’s basically laying on me. Ben takes his out and starts jacking off to my gritting teeth and indignant eyes. The masked guy is scooting the surface that I’m bent over on a little each thrust. My vision is blurry and I’m sweating and I’m getting chills all throughout my body, it is not pleasant, it hurts, I’m whimpering. The masked guy cums inside me with a final painful thrust. It’s so hard that it’s pried open my cervix very very slightly, the very tip of his penis is in it (not the whole head though). My head is still being craned upwards forcefully, and Ben cums on my red tearing face.
The masked guy leaves, the mocking guy throws a morning after pill on the ground beside where I slumped down. He calls me a heathen (for worshipping him as an Idol) and then leaves as well.
Source: reddit.com/r/Erotica/comments/lfvc4s/mmf_my_21f_abusive_fantasy_that_im_kind_of