[f] 18 What beastly passion lies beneath my covers.

I’m nervous.

Because I’ve never had a man in bed with me before, I don’t know what to do! I have never had a man be compassionate or been able to trust them, if I trust them it comes back to hurt me. I’m so broken, I need someone.

I fantasise about you, it feels bad I shouldn’t be thinking these thoughts I’m young, they’re not pure thoughts. Maybe they’ll go away, I’m sure they will.

As time goes on, It doesn’t go away, the thoughts just get stronger until someone helps me fulfil each fantasy. I can’t use my little pink vibrator forever I need something stronger, bigger and more intense. I want your fingers inside me, rubbing and hitting every spot until I scream your name. I’ll clean your fingers off with my mouth whilst it’s still warm, like a disciplined girl should. I would give anything to have that, someone who looked after me like that and cared enough about me to make me cum all night until Im too exhausted to cum anymore. I wanna be fucked infront of a mirror so I can stare into his eyes whilst he ruins me from behind. I want him to see all of me, every vulnerable weak and desperate side.

No one has because I like to keep myself to myself… I’m shy and I don’t know how to even approach telling a guy that I think he’s hot yet alone get him to do those things to me. Everytime I see you my whole body gets hot and my heart races uncontrollably. If I could just get touched then maybe my reactions to men wouldn’t be so intense and my thoughts wouldn’t run wild.

I need someone to fuck me, to make my thoughts a reality. Maybe then I would start to feel pretty or sexy, I have a wet desperate pussy waiting to be filled with anything that’s offered.

This will help my wet desperate pussy to recover and allow me to be full of joys and happiness

I guess until the next fantasy arrives ?

Source: reddit.com/r/sexystories/comments/l87c83/f_18_what_beastly_passion_lies_beneath_my_covers