I (21F) finally had sex with my married (44M) teacher from high school.

It should be clear that there was never EVER any sexual activity of any kind during my time as his student.

I did always have a crush on him in high school; but he was the kind of teacher almost every female had a crush on too. I’ve always seen him as an older male version of myself. We’ve always gotten along and had a very close yet appropriate student-teacher relationship. I am fully aware of what grooming is and I fully understand that this was not it. I graduated at 18. We kept in touch since graduation and would periodically hang out as friends (go to art museums, smoke, get tacos, etc.). It’s important to note that I have babysat for the two children he has with his wife. I am quite close to him and his wife and his kids. We are both in open relationships/marriages.

My birthday was about a month ago, and we haven’t seen each other since I babysat for him i’m November. He invited me over to have a drink with him at the makeshift bar he set up for me since I can’t go out at 21 due to the pandemic.

I arrived at about 8pm to his house. When I got there he told me to head downstairs and wait for him. I asked him if his wife was down there as I was expecting her to join us, but he said she was at work for the rest of the night. We drank until about 11pm. I don’t know who started it but before I knew it we were fucking on his couch. In his shower. On the sink. Couch again. It was by far the most intense M/F sex I have had in my life.

A part of me feels like it was wrong because I was his student. I was always very close to him. And now I can’t stop thinking about him absolutely RAILING me on his sink. It’s been 3 days since this happened. I want it to happen again. I would even want to be with him AND his wife, but his wife does not know yet. And I am extremely afraid of what she might think if she did find out.

I don’t know how to escape the naughty thoughts I have of him while I am with my girlfriend. I can’t help but wonder if he thinks about me too.

Source: reddit.com/r/sexystories/comments/l3wulc/i_21f_finally_had_sex_with_my_married_44m_teacher