Maybe today…

I see you as I step out of the water, casually wading in to head out to the waves to do some body surfing.

I look to your face, but you don’t see me.
I wonder as I walk up and grab my towel from the sand and shake it, do you ever see me?

Do you ever notice how I’m always looking your way, daring sometimes to even shyly smile at you?

I start to slowly dry the salt water from my legs, my arms, my back and a quick rub of my hair before I shake it and throw my head back to make it sit back, all the while watching you effortlessly stroke out through the water.

I lay my towel on my chair, lay down, put my sunglasses and hat on and just watch you, your shoulder and arm muscles rippling as you catch and ride your wave.

How can you not know how attracted I am to you, how when I see you my whole mind stops and melts down to thoughts just of you?
How much I imagine your fingertips running down the side of my face to my chin, lightly lifting my face up to yours, beads of water dripping off of you on to me- I don’t notice them, nor would I care if I did.

How much I imagine you leaning in and gently touching my lips with yours and as you do using your other hand to push stray pieces of hair back behind my ear.
How can you not know or want to see my eyes shine and reward you with the widest smile?

All these thoughts continually swirl through my mind. Today I’m imagining that after we kiss, you lean down, pick up your towel, your shorts and shirt and my bag, then reach out for my hand and pull me up and lead me back to your room.

How once there you throw our things on the floor and lead me to the bathroom.
You turn me around and undo my top, letting it drop to the ground quickly putting your arms around me massaging my breasts whilst you lick the salt from my neck.

You whisper to me “finish stripping whilst I sort the shower” and I turn as I shimmy out of my bottoms watching you do the same as your cock springs out at attention. You sort the water with one hand pulling me in with the other, letting the water cascade down my back as you pull me closer into you letting me feel the fullness of you.

I imagine all of this as I watch you from the beach feeling my face flush and myself get warm and wet between my thighs. It’s overwhelming and I’m momentarily lost in a pure carnal lusting for you.

I need you to be aware of how much I crave your smile, your touch.
As you exit the water and head up the sand I decide today is the day.

As you get closer I look up, smile and say..’nice going in there’……
You smile back and say ‘thanks’, wink and walk on by.

Guess I’m just going to have to try harder…

Source: reddit.com/r/Erotica/comments/iwsv39/maybe_today