My wife gives me my first SPH experience

This story is the actual recollection of the events that unfolded that started my wife and I down a new and female led path. This story involves SPH, and certainly has a cuckolding feeling although there is no one other than my wife and I in this story.

I thought I would tell the story that led my wife and I to exploring a more female led relationship. For starters, I am 38 and my wife is 34. We’ve been married for 12 years and we have two small children. Now my wife is a stunner, I married WAY up! She is about 5’6”, has brownish blonde hair, green eyes, DDD breasts, and gorgeous feet that I can’t get enough of. Her skin is very light complected and looks so flawless she could pass for a porcelain doll. I’m nothing special, I am rather dark completed (Native American) with an average build and a rather small package (I’m ever so close to four inches erect if I press in extra hard). We have had an amazing marriage so far, I mean after 12 years, we have definitely had our fair share of fights, but we chose over and over again to keep working on it and through it all we love each other more today than we ever have before.

Our sex life has been somewhat difficult at times for various reasons, but we communicate well so we haven’t been afraid to tell each other what we want. It took me a while to learn just what gets her off and it has never been intercourse. I have never made her cum from sex. I always have to use my tongue, or a vibrator. She masturbates often though and she usually will let me know and invite me to come watch. Up until the day in question, we had kind of gotten into a routine, I guess you could call it a rut, but I wasn’t unhappy with it. Actual sex was very rare, only about once or twice a year, but we did other stuff. She knows I love to give her oral so she would ride my face or just let me go down on her, we often did the mutual masturbation thing, and she would give me footjobs and handjobs. A lot of you reading this probably think that sounds pathetic, but I truly was happy. I love her feet and I love seeing her satisfied, so I was good.

Now I have always suspected that I have a small penis, but my wife has always told me it was “perfect”, neither calling me big or saying I’m small. She assured me often that she loved my penis and thought it was the “right size” again, neither calling me big or saying I’m small. I think for a while I actually believed her even though, as I mentioned above, I’m less than four inches hard, pretty thin, and to top it off, I have small balls. I brought up what I had seen in videos and she assured me that most of those porn videos were using special lenses and angles to make the guys look way bigger than they were and most men were the same size as me. I should also probably mention that she is a nurse and has worked in a variety of different capacities so she has seen a LOT of penises and would know what normal is, so I believed her.

Then it arrived, the day that would forever change our sexual dynamic. The day that we would evolve to a heightened level of transparency and honesty in our relationship. The day that a package arrived in the mail. The doorbell rang and the UPS delivery man had left it on the doorstep. My wife (we’ll call her Sarah, that’s not her name, but you get it), Sarah jogged to the door and picked up the package. I was walking through the kitchen and asked what she had ordered, and she said, “oh its nothing, I’ll show you later”, I said “ok” and went about my day. This was a Saturday and strangely Sarah started the kid’s bedtime routine a little earlier than usual. I didn’t question it and got up to assist her. As soon as the kids were in bed, she instructed me to go into our bedroom and to take off all my clothes. Again, I didn’t question her instructions (no man would ever question those instructions) and did as I was told. She went into the bathroom and came out with no clothes on and carrying the box that was delivered earlier that day. She lay down next to me handed me my pocket knife and asked me to open the box. I asked what was in it and she said, “you’ll see once you open it”, so yet again, I did as I was told and opened the box. In side I found another box with a picture of a dildo on it called, of all things, the “Mr. Perfect” dildo. I said oh you got you a new toy, which is cool, she had other toys, but she has always made it a point to try to buy toys that were similar in size to me, which meant her collection was mostly limited to clit vibes. I know that she buys toys that are my sized so despite the size of the box, I was expecting to find something similar when I opened it.

That is not what happened. As I took the dildo out of the box, I felt a deep sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach, it was almost painful as it just continued to keep coming out of the box. Once I finally had it completely removed, I just starred at it. It honestly looked incredible. Overall, it was more that eight inches and as I held it, I noticed that my fingers could not come together around it’s girth and then just the weight of it was remarkable. It was extremely realistic looking with correct coloring, veins, a perfectly formed head and shaft and it also included balls that were literally three times the size of mine. Sarah said nothing as I initially examined this monster cock, it wasn’t until I finally looked up at her that she asked me, “well, what do you think?”, I stammered for words, but I was struggling. I finally asked, “is this what you meant to order?”, she said, “yup, it is exactly what I wanted.” Please understand how naïve I was at this point. I haven’t been with many women, Sarah on the other hand had been with several men before me, so my next question was as heart felt as it could be when I asked, “won’t this hurt you?”, She said, “No I’m actually looking forward to it. I have wanted to order one of these for a VERY long time.” That statement and the way she emphasized “very” renewed the sinking feeling in my stomach. I was near physical pain. I honestly didn’t know what to say next. Fortunately, she did. She said, “you know I love you baby, and I love sex with you, and I love your penis, but, I’ve just been feeing sort of hungry for something a little bit bigger. Is that ok?” I said, “of course its ok, all I ever want is for you to enjoy yourself, but it’s SOOO much bigger than me!”, Sarah said, “yes, I know, it’s almost three of you”, and then she giggled a little bit. It was then that I couldn’t leave well enough alone and asked, “be honest, like completely honest, am I really average?”, Sarah paused, looked up and said, “you really want my honest answer?”, “Yes!” I said emphatically, then Sarah said, “No honey you’re not average, you’re not average at all. An average dick would be at least two inches longer than yours and my new toy is another three inches longer than that. I’m sorry baby, but you really do have a small penis. It’s not the smallest I’ve ever seen, but it is definitely well below average. I really do love your little penis though, it’s pretty and I think it’s extremely cute.” The sinking feeling intensified and I wasn’t sure what to say.

We sat there in awkward silence. After a few moments of this, Sarah started laughing and said, “oh my Gawd, you’re hard as a rock!”, she instantly reached for my penis which much to even my surprise was probably harder than it’s been in years. Sarah said, “You’re actually getting off on me telling you that you have a small penis! I can’t believe this! I thought this was going to hurt your feelings, but you’re enjoying this aren’t you?” It honestly took me a minute to gather my MANY feelings, but the dick don’t lie, so I had to admit it, it was super-hot that she was being this honest with me and I was glad that she finally opened up about what she wanted. After that conversation, she asked if I would use the new toy on her. I of course said yes, and proceeded to get into position. I was a little nervous about putting it in her, it was just so big, but she assured me it would be ok, so I proceeded slowly. As I touched the head to her lips, she gasped a little, I could tell she was really looking forward to this. I rubbed the head up and down her increasingly moist lips until the head was covered in her juices. This was new to me because I have never, and I mean never been able to have sex with her without using lube, so she was very turned on. I began to press the monster dildo into her and after the head popped in, she gasped again. I paused, and asked her if she was ok and she very sharply said, “yes, I’m fine! Don’t stop!”. So, I proceeded, I kept pushing and pushing and pushing for what felt like forever until the massive ball sack finally came to rest against her body. I couldn’t believe it! She had the entire thing in her and to top if off, I encountered no resistance, and she was CLEARLY not in pain. I began to work it in and out of her slowly. As I went on, she got super wet and even developed some sort of cream that was building up on the massive shaft of the dildo. I began to speed up the thrusting and her breathing was getting heavy. She was moaning in a way that I don’t think I’ve ever heard before as this toy was touching areas in her that I have never even been close to. I was going at a pretty good pace when she said “Harder!”, I couldn’t believe it, but I did as I was told and thrusted harder into her, I began to twist the dildo as I thrusted it into her and that seemed to drive her wild. She was grasping at the sheets, breathing through her mouth and had began to sweet as I fucked her with that monster dick. And then it happened, I felt like time literally stood still as she announced she was cumming. I didn’t even know she could cum from penetration alone, I had never seen it before and it was CLEARLY more intense than any clitoral orgasm I had witnessed prior to this moment. She screamed “OH YES, FUCK ME HARDER!”, so I began to pound that dildo into her as I watched every muscle in her body tense, her pale complexion had turned beat red and I continued to just pound her with that big plastic cock. She hadn’t breathed for what seemed like minutes, and then finally, she gasped for air and grabbed my hand to stop me. I removed the dildo from her and it was covered, I mean covered in a white cream from her beautiful pussy and a wet spot had formed beneath her on the sheets. Again something I’d never seen when we would have sex before. I moved in to kiss her pussy and licked at the cream that was on the outside of her lips and she stopped me and said, “give me a minute please”, so I did. I got up, my penis was still harder than it had ever been after seeing this insanely intense display, and I took the new toy into the bathroom to clean it up. I looked back over my shoulder to make sure she wasn’t watching because what I was about to do would be humiliating if she had caught me, and then I sucked that fake cock for all it was worth, her juices and this strange cream that I had never seen before covered every inch of that huge thing and it was absolutely delicious. I was in heaven. I honestly couldn’t even tell you how long I was sucking that fake cock, but eventually I looked in the mirror and saw myself with a big ass dick hanging out of my mouth and finally came to my senses. I finished cleaning the dildo and went back into the bedroom. Sarah was fast asleep when I go in there so I just lay beside her still hard as a rock, craving a release and in a bit of a daze. I just lay there processing all the events that took place and reveling in the ecstasy of it all. I wanted to go ahead and jack off, but I didn’t. I was afraid of waking Sarah, and I felt a bit embarrassed about having to jack off after seeing my wife receive the most satisfying sexual experience I’ve ever witnessed without any real need of me, so I just lay there and slowly stroked my cock and replayed the nights events over and over and over again until I finally fell asleep myself.

There have been many more changes in our dynamic that I hope to discuss in future stories, let me know what you thought of this one.

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