Never thought it would happen to me.

We had been happily dating for about a year. She’s never given me a reason to worry, and I constantly make sure that she knows she’s the only one for me. Even though this idea was cemented in our heads, we both occasionally got jealous. And sometimes the jealousy would escalate.

One time in particular comes to mind. A friend of mine asked me to go to a party. Tara and I agreed we would go, make an appearance, and leave back home to watch a movie. So we arrive. I’m going in circles saying hi to everyone, when I notice someone. It was a girl that used to try and get at me when we were still in high school. Everytime we have met after that had been extremely awkward, as she tries for the same thing. My girlfriend held me close, clearly marking her property. It felt good that she was being so territorial.

The night went on and we drank a little bit. Then drank a little more. Once we were buzzed we decided to stop drinking and just relax in the party. At one point I made a break for the bathroom, and when I came back, some guy had walked over to my girlfriend. Stupid, I thought to myself, I knew to never leave your girl alone like that. I walk over and get territorial as well. And he leaves. I whispered to her that we needed to make our exit, so we started saying goodbye to everyone.

Before we left, I needed to make sure I went to the bathroom again, so I made a break to the bathroom and left Tara amongst a couple of female friends. A minute or two into me taking a piss, the door opens. I figured it was Tara. I feel hands on my back and I close my eyes. I’m too drunk to not give into her touches. I feel her hand trace around my waist, and then grab my cock with her hand. Then the door opened again and i jumped.

I looked at the door, and facing me with a shocked expression and tears building in her eyes, was Tara. I spun around to see Kate, the girl from high school, smiling and blushing as she let go of my dick and backed away. Tara slammed the door, and left me baffled in the bathroom.

I tried to drunkenly push Kate away, but she kept stroking my cock and I couldn’t help but resist less and less. I leaned my head back and closed my eyes, realizing I was not thinking clearly. And before I could stop it, I felt her tongue running up the bottom side of my dick. I felt goosebumps over my body, and gasped when she took all of my cock inside her mouth.

I must have sounded stupid. I was groaning, saying no, mumbling something about loyalty, and saying Kate and Tara’s names. It might have been the alcohol talking, but it was one hell of a blowjob. Towards the end, the lust took over and i found myself pressing her head onto my cock, trying to hear the sound of her gagging on every inch of me. Finally i started trembling as i was about to cum, and she pulled me in by my thighs and waited until I shot my load straight to the back of her throat.

The lust was gone. I felt tears building in my eyes. I sprinted out, trying to buckle my pants. On the way out of the party, I heard a mix of goodbye’s and “You’re still here?”. And one person even said as I was about to close the door , “but Tara already left!”. I slammed the door and ran to my car. As soon as the engine turned, I held my face in my hands and the tears came now. Guilt and sadness came over me like a tidal wave.

How could I have done such a terrible thing?

Source: reddit.com/r/Erotica/comments/gt0sz7/never_thought_it_would_happen_to_me