This is my very first erotica, I hope I do well. Absolutely non of the characters are real. Told from 2 point of views.
Eli: I’m a 17 year old high school, hormonal as fuck, antisocial boy, who happens to be a virgin. Of course, of course I’m a virgin, the typical nerdy antisocial virgin. I’m not a virgin by choice, for the most part. I’ve had urges since I knew what anything sexual was, but I never acted on those urges with anyone, besides violently jerking off sometimes several times in a day, there are days where I can’t handle it at school and have to go to the bathroom to stroke myself and get release. That’s the thing though, these urges have been growing stronger the past few months, they’ll always been strong but it’s getting to the point where I’m not sure if I can control it. I never tried getting with anyone, not because I’m nervous, but because I’m scared of what I’ll do to them. These aren’t just regular urges, they’re terrifyingly violent. Another thing, there’s this 16 year old girl I go to school with named Jewels, we’ve been going to school together since 5th grade, I’m a senior now and she’s a junior. I’ve pretty much been in love with her ever since I seen her, and I’m not sure it’s really love to be honest. She’s kind of an obsession, she’s the one I violently stroke my cock to. She’s around 5’2”, long dark hair, green eyes, perky tits, a nice big ass, and juicy lips that I can picture shoving my cock into hard and forcefully. I can hardly be around her anymore, if I’m in the same room as her, all my blood immediately rushes to my cock making it rock hard, veins popping out and pulsing. I’m afraid if I let down my guard I’ll do something really bad.
I wake up this morning coming out of a dream, humping my bed in real life, I realize how hard I am, and continue humping, faster and harder, until I realize what time it is, I’m going to be late for school and I have perfect attendance, I hesitantly get out of bed, so badly wanting rub one out to release the load I have stored up from my dream, that was of course about Jewels. I can’t though, so I push it down deep inside me and rush to get ready. The fucked up thing, is I have 1st period with her, and now that I couldn’t let my frustrations out this morning, they will be stored up while I’m in the same room as her. I don’t know what’s going to happen. My heart is already racing, and blood is rushing back to my cock already just thinking about seeing her
Jewels: I’m sitting in 1st period, waiting for this boy named Eli to get here. We’ve known each other for years, but haven’t spoke more than 2 sentences to each other. He’s cute, but keeps to himself. Lately I’ve noticed him trying avoid me for some odd reason, when before I would notice him staring at me. It’s just weird, and I want to know what’s going on, I’m intrigued. And I want to get to know him some more, on a friendly level of course. And I want to know why he’s trying so hard to avoid me, if I walk past him, he’ll put his head down and immediately rush off to the bathroom I’ve noticed. He just now walked into class, and we lock eyes and I give him a little smile, but he quickly looks down. Class started so I can’t talk to him now. During class I notice every once in awhile he’ll glance up at me, his breathing gets faster, and he keeps putting his hands between his legs, and he looks panicked. I hope he’s okay.
Eli: As I’m sitting in class, Jewels keeps looking at me and I can’t help but glance up sometimes. I don’t know why she’s taking a notice now. But what I can say is my cock is so fucking hard and it’s taking everything I have not to jump up and pull her leggings down and fuck her hard over a desk. I have to keep holding my dick down because I know how obvious my raging boner would be if I didn’t. I asked to use the restroom but the teacher said no since class is almost over. I’m actually about to bust a huge load of cum in my pants. I don’t know what’s wrong with me, why I have these strong urges and sensations.
After class, Jewels approaches me, she says “hey Eli, I was wondering if maybe you would want to get something to eat after school, we’ve known each other for years but never talk”. I can’t say anything, my heart is racing in rhythm with the pulsating of my cock, it feels like I’m about to cum right now, I have to get away from her, or my urges will become actions, and I don’t think, no I know she won’t like that. For the rest of the day I’m able to avoid her. But after school as I’m rushing out to my car, because I need to get home so I can wrap my hand around my cock and let everything loose, Jewels comes jogging up and asks if I’m okay, she’s asks “so what do you think about getting something to eat? You didn’t answer me earlier, I just want to get to know you some more, I never see you hanging out with anyone, hoping maybe we could become friends or something”. This is bad, but at this point, from not being able to release myself, I let my urges take control and I’m able to get out “ya sure, we can take my car, we can figure out where we want to eat while we drive”. She agreed and we get in the car. I’m driving, hard as fuck, I’m shaking, and she looks at me and asks “Eli, why are you shaking like that? Are you sure you’re okay?”. I don’t answer, I’m not me anymore, I am something else, something that I can’t control anymore. She’s studying me and looks down at my pants and catches sight of my raging cock through my pants. “Omg Eli, do you have a boner?? Why?”. Again I can’t answer, I’m just driving, driving somewhere out of town, somewhere secluded so I can get this out of me. She then starts to kind of panic “Hey, I actually need to get home, I forgot I have something to do with my sister. Can you turn around and drop me back off at the school?”. I immediately tell her “no”. She asks me “Eli, where are we going, let me out”. I finally reach a good spot that’s secluded from everyone, I stop the car. She’s breathing heavy, obviously scared now, which fuels my urge. I grab her hand and place it on my cock and frustratedly say “Do you feel this? How hard my fucking cock is, and how fast it’s pulsing, I’m going to shove this in you and cum in your tight pussy real hard”. She snatched her hand away and tried to get out of the car but the doors were locked. I unzipped my pants and took my hard dick out, already wet with precum, I shoved her head down in my crotch and rubbed my cock on her face. She tried screaming, but nobody will hear her. I continue humping her face and then I throw her head back on the seat where she’s sitting and tell her to take her clothes off. She’s shaking, but does what I tell her. “Good girl” I say. I take my pants off, recline her seat and get on top of her, dick in my hand, my breathing comes faster, my heart about to beat out of my chest, my cock pulsating so hard it already feels like I’m having an orgasm, I spread her legs far apart and start rubbing my dick on her tight wet pussy. Ya she’s wet, I’ve heard even when they don’t want it, their body can’t help but react, it can’t help but feel the sensational pleasure. She’s telling me “no, please, please, please. Don’t do this”. I slap her across the face and yell at her “I need this, you don’t understand how hard my cock gets for you, it gets so hard it hurts, you’re going to let me do this!). She’s crying, but I don’t care, because this feeling I have is like something I’ve never felt before. I’m rubbing the head of my dick on her clit, slow at first, and then fast, really fast, I’m shaking, I’m moaning, she’s shaking but not in the same way, but every once in awhile a small moan will escape her lips. I then shove my blood swollen, pulsating cock forcefully hard and deep inside her wet cunt. She screams. “Oh my fucking god!”, I yell. I start thrusting nice and soft, and then I lay on her, one hand grabbing her nice soft perky tit, and the other under her grabbing one ass cheek, i pull out slow, and then as hard as I can grab her ass hard pulling her towards me and thrust as hard as ever, as deep as ever into her pussy.
Jewels: I’m being raped, I didn’t want it, I don’t want it. But I can’t help but moan, I can’t help but be aroused, I can feel his throbbing, hard cock in my pussy, I’m so wet. He’s pounding into me as hard as he can, his body on top of me, squeezing me so hard while he thrusts in me, I can barely breath. His breathing is hard and ragged, he grabs the back of my head by my hair, using it to pull me down deeper and harder on his dick, I’m on the verge of cumming. I feel embarrassed, ashamed, and dirty. But I can’t help it.
Eli: I’m fucking her hard, so hard the car is shaking, i can tell she’s about to cum, so I sit up because I know seeing her face while she cums all over my dick will send me over the edge. As I’m thrusting my throbbing dick hard in her, she’s almost there, I pull back nice and slow, put my thumb on her clit and start rubbing, and then I continue thrusting in her, her eyes get wide, she starts to tremble, and then she moans loud, almost screaming, I feel her cunt contract around my dick and I feel the warm wetness seeping out of her pussy. I turn her around so I can stick it in from behind, I grab her by the throat with both hands using it as leverage to push her deep down on my cock, she’s choking, but I keep going, she’s crying, but I’m about to cum, “ooh FUCK, I’m going to cum in your tight cunt!”, she tries to yell no. And then there it is, I push as deep as I can in her, an eruption so big, and so hard, I’m trembling, I’m sucking in ragged breaths, my whole body then tightens up while my cock is shooting so much cum in her, pulsating, filling her pussy up. I swear I came for over a minute. I then slowly take my dick out, and both our cum starts leaking out of her cunt. She collapsed on the seat and curls up, I know she’s ashamed for how good she felt, how hard she came. I caress her cheek and whisper “I’m sorry Jewels, I couldn’t control myself anymore, I couldn’t do it”. She doesn’t say anything, but we get dressed, and I drive her back to the school to drop her off. I then drive home, smiling the whole way. I know this won’t be the last time my urges get the best of me.
Source: reddit.com/r/Erotica/comments/ffsjyv/cant_control_myself_teens_rape_obsession_not_real
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