I got a collar for Christmas! Or rather a promise for one that my Dom and I will be choosing together. I’m still a little overwhelmed by the thought of finally being able to wear a visible sign for the connection me and my Dom are sharing, that this little advent adventure definitely helped to enhance.
I have to admit the last couple of weeks were intense, with a good measure of fun and excitement but also nervousness and uncertainty at some points. And let’s not forget about the constant arousal and horniness. ?
Seeing how much time, devotion, creativity and consideration went into creating this advent calendar I wasn’t sure I would be able to fulfill all the tasks to my Dom’s full satisfaction – which of course turned out to be true. As some of the assignments were surely a bit harder for me or took more effort than others my Dom seemed more disappointed when I just let some details slip, not posting on time or tried to negotiate demands and bypass some of the regulations. The punishments I got for the collected slips are something that I definitely will remember. As a masochist who can take her fair share of pain without flinching my Dom managed to really set the tone for the punishment spankings and whippings and got me into a mindset where I was really feeling I needed to be disciplined and atone for not following the rules. And being ordered to assume some of the mentioned positions truly helped with that.
The effect the position practice had on me was fascinating although the thought of position training was always very intriguing to me. Picturing myself in front of my Dom offering myself to him in a position like ‘Nadu’ really made me feel like I could truly submit to him despite my rebellious and bratty nature. That’s something I would love to explore more and incorporate in our future play sessions.
The most fun was had with the wax play, the body writing and the stripping in the changing room including that posting pictures of the fulfilled tasks totally caters to my exhibitionistic side. I also really enjoyed the dress regulations although I was shy to try it at first.
Something I’m very grateful for is that I got back to writing regularly. A side effect I want to keep and use in other parts of my life.
I’m so happy about how things turned out and also proud of myself for pushing some of my limits especially in the sense of wanting to be more obedient and submit more often than not.
Thank you /u/oppopilomoto for the most exciting advent. ❤
xx
See my previous posts for an explanation of the title and stay tuned for the next day’s :) I’ll try to post some pictures somewhere around here so check out my profile if interested!
Source: reddit.com/r/sexystories/comments/efn9wj/kinky_advent_2424_f_bi_bdsm
I want you to realise and take in, that you’re not getting the collar for Christmas, you’re getting it because you deserve it.
Like I told you, there was an alternative ending (and you were close to making me swing over to it) but you managed to keep the number of lapses low enough, so here we are now.
❤️