I wrote this 2 years ago and posted it on a website that disappeared shortly after I posted. I thought it was lost but I recently found it again.
I have never done anything like this before, but the idea came out of nowhere and I wanted to share it.
Miranda has been my best friend for as long as anybody can remember, through grade school, high school and even college. Even though we went to different colleges in different states, we kept in touch and spent holidays and summers together. I dated a little in college but nothing ever worked out, I just didn’t find that connection with anybody. I assumed she did too but she never said anything about it and I never asked. When we graduated we both found jobs in town even though we weren’t doing what we studied for. After a few years we realized that we were unhappy in our careers and that we were holding each other back, so we decided we needed to go our separate ways and look for jobs elsewhere. She found a new position at the company she was already working for, but it was halfway across the country. She only had a week until she needed to be there. They were going to put her up in a company apartment so she didn’t need to find a place to live before she arrived. Since we were both still living with our parents, she didn’t have much to pack but her clothes.
The day before she was leaving, she packed up her car and said her goodbyes to her family. We had spent the night together many times before so nobody thought anything about it when she came over to spend her last night in town with me. It just so happened that my father was going to an out of town conference and my mother was going with him. After an early dinner with them, they said their goodbyes to Miranda and they left, we had the house to ourselves. We sat for a few hours holding each other on the couch watching TV. We weren’t really paying attention to it, I don’t think I could even tell you what we watched, or talking just lost in our own thoughts. Without saying anything she got up, extended her hand and lead me off to my bedroom.
I usually don’t wear anything when I sleep and I was so wrapped up in my thoughts I didn’t think much about it, we had seen each other nude before it wasn’t a big deal. The lights were out when she got in bed so I didn’t notice she wasn’t wearing anything either. We just cuddled like to lovers for a long time. After a while my arm went to sleep and I thought she had too. I tried to move my arm without waking her but when I did my hand gently brushed her breast. I froze terrified that I would wake her up or that she would think I was taking advantage of the situation. When I thought she didn’t wake up she rolled over so she was facing me and whispered “that’s ok” then she reached over and kissed me. I kissed her back with more passion than I have ever kissed a woman before. When we came up for air I realized my hand was exploring her breast and I moved it away. She told me she only been with women before, and had never been with a man but I want me to be the first and only man. She said she wanted me to explore every inch of her body like it had never been explored before then she gently took my hand and put it back on her breast. I told her not to be shy and explore my body then started to kiss her again. She reached down and put her hand on my now swollen cock and we continued to explore each other with our hands. She started kissing me down my chest working her way down. When she reached my cock she started to explore it with her tongue gently circling my head with it. Then she started taking it in her mouth, just the head at first then a little more with each stroke. Before I knew it she had my entire cock in her mouth, for somebody that had never been with a man she sure seemed to know what she was doing.
Not wanting the night to end there, I rolled her on her back and began exploring her body with my lips. I started kissing her perfect, amazingly firm breasts and sucking her rock hard nipples. I continued down her body, spreading her legs kissing her inner thighs exposing her pussy. I used my fingers to spread open her pussy then explored it with my tongue. When she was good and wet I started working my back up her body to her lips. I teased her pussy, sliding my shaft up and down, taking care to not enter her. When the time was right I slowly started to enter her pussy with my cock. She whispered that nothing has been in her pussy but fingers and tongues and to be gentle. As I went a little deeper with each thrust she arched her back digging her fingernails into the bed. When she began to have the strongest orgasm a woman had had with me before, I let loose and started pumping my load deep inside of her. I didn’t know I could have that much cum in me, my cock kept throbbing pumping more out with each throb. She asked me to save a little she wanted to taste it so I pulled out and finished filling her mouth with yet more cum. After kissing for a little while more we snuggled back up and held each other tight. The last thing I remember was her telling me she loved me. When I woke up the next morning, she had already left, but she had made a pot of my favorite coffee. There by my cup was a note with a tear stain on it, that said “Have a happy life, I will always love you”. I knew then I would probably never see her again.
I hadn’t seen her again in about 20 years, I eventually got married and had 2 wonderful daughters. My marriage didn’t last much longer after the second was born. I dated on and off for a little while and stayed very active with the girls but never found that right person. At my second daughter’s high school graduation my ex came up to me and said someone she didn’t know was looking for me. I didn’t think much about it there were plenty of people there I didn’t know either. I was sitting in a chair relaxing for a few minutes, it had been a long day I was hosting the party at my house and I had gotten up early to decorate. As my ex started to walk away she said oh there she is, and I felt somebody put their hands on my shoulders behind me. Before I could stand up or look around she leaned down and said “I have always loved you”. I just froze, I hadn’t heard that voice in a very long time, I knew exactly who it was. By the look on my face, my ex probably figured out who she was, she said she was happy for me as she walked away. I turned around and there she was the love of my life. We just stood there staring at each other for a few minutes. She said she had just gotten back into town and wanted to see me first before she went to see her parents, but promised she would be back later. Those were the longest few hours of my life waiting for her to get back. When she got back we talked for hours, catching up but not talking about the important stuff. She seemed to already know about my life but seemed to be avoiding talking about her’s.
Then without saying anything she got up, extended her hand and lead me off to the bedroom. As we made love that night she told me she had not been truly as happy as when she was with me and that she hadn’t been with another man since that night so many years ago. As I came deep inside of her I asked her never to leave me again. We never got married but we haven’t spent a night apart in 20 years, and we make love every night just as passionately as we did that first night.
Source: reddit.com/r/Erotica/comments/e2j58c/i_have_always_loved_you