What arouses me

I’ve grown up in a conservative home. Meeting girls was impossible. Early on I resorted to masturbating and watching porn. All this is so unnatural.

Later on I discovered that I’m a submissive. My most powerful erotic experiences are related to shame.

One of my friends had a possesive attitude towards me. I always imagined kneeling before him and licking his feet.

My boss was a woman with a nasty steak. She quickly found out about my being submissive. She browbeat me into doing extra work. Everytime she scolded me, I felt aroused. More I try to hide my erection, more she’d mock me. Once she casually flicked me. I ejaculated. As I stood helpless before her with wetness spreading on my pants, she mocked me for being an inefficient sissy. I had two more ejaculations, making her more and more derisive.

More than actual physical act, it’s mental embarrassment, guilt, shame, submission, taboo, and mocking that triggers me.

Source: reddit.com/r/eroticstories/comments/b3937c/what_arouses_me