How everything started [FMMMM] [real]

Two weeks ago I had a conversation with my best friend that made me question why I had become the somewhat open and adventurous, well she would call it slutty, of the two of us. Thinking about it, it struck me that there was one key event which was the turning point for me. I have thought about that night again and again since then, and each time I was turned on like somebody had just flipped a switch. So I finally decided to write it all down.

I was 18 when my first serious relationship ended. It wasn’t a pleasant one. Just to give you an idea. He was the one to take my virginity, and we had sex on a regular basis, but until the end of our relationship not one of those times was consensual. Coming out of this relationship you can imagine I had huge self-esteem issues and no clue how a relationship should really work.

A couple of days later it was Saturday, and I still felt like shit. I had drunk some hard liquor by myself and felt pretty tipsy. I knew my brother and his buddies were having a party in the shed in the backyard. My brother and I are only two years apart and growing up in a small village meant most of his buddies used to be good friends of mine too. My Ex had alienated me from everybody, and I desperately wanted to belong again.

I decided to put on something nice and surprise everybody and mind you back then I didn’t know the difference between something nice and something slutty. I only knew that everybody complimented me when I dressed more revealing and that’s just what I wanted. At that age, I still looked at the other girls in the locker room with envy. Some of them were so petite, and their small breasts were perky and pointed straight ahead. My shoulders were slightly wider and my boobs way too big to stand on their own, but at least I had long slim legs and a nice firm ass to take advantage of, and I figured out pretty quickly that my cleavage would distract every guy from my imperfections. I dressed accordingly. My only pair of heels and the shortest skirt I could find. It barely covered my ass when moving, but I wanted to make the most of my legs. I got my favorite bra to get my breasts to stick out in front of me. It was a little too tight, and my boobs were beeing pushed together, but I liked the tight cleavage it created. On top of that my loosest top. It barely covered the bra and didn’t hide any of the cleavage.

Finally, I was ready to go. Tipsy had turned into slightly drunk when I reached the shed. Max, who I always thought was really cute was standing outside chatting with one of the others. It turned out I was a little late to the party and my brother, and some of the others had already gone to bed. I peeked inside the shed there were only two of the others left playing pool. One of them I didn’t even know. So I stood outside for a while chatting with Max. He and the other guy seemed genuinely happy to see me and got me a beer straight away. While we were talking, I could tell what they were staring at. Both were bigger than me so they had an unimpeded view down my top. I didn’t mind. In fact, I loved it. They were looking at me and loved it, and it was doing wonders for my confidence. Soon they started briefly brushing their hands over my hips and shoulders while talking and it didn’t take long before they too gained some confidence. Soon Max started groping my ass, and I couldn’t suppress a smile. They knew how much I loved this.

As soon as the game inside was finished Max challenged me to the next one. He gave me the opening shot and as I leaned over to take it all four of them were standing on the opposite side enjoying the view. I was hoping to belong, and instead, I was the center of attention. It was better than I could have imagined. So I didn’t mind when the guys took some liberties, and all started grabbing my ass in turn. I was less amused when I leaned forward to shoot they would stand right behind me, and I would have to grind against their crotch. All of them had done it at least once. All of them had had a hard on that I could feel through my thin skirt. I wanted them to stop, but I didn’t want to be the buzzkill and lose everything I had just gained. So I was relieved when Max asked me if I want to go outside for a smoke. When I got outside, I was all alone with him. He stepped behind me and put his arms around my waist. Beeing alone with him I didn’t mind him cuddling against me even though I could feel his hard-on rubbing against my ass and lower back. I even rubbed a little against his crotch, because I knew it would make him feel good. “Oh you are such a tease,” I could feel his hand slowly cubbing my right breast. “Don’t you want to show them to me?”. I told him that that’s not going to happen. He released me from his embrace, and I turned around to face him. I could tell he wasn’t happy. “Oh come on you cant tease me like that and then expect me not to want to see them. Are you just fucking with us?”. Of course, I didn’t want to offend him, and I knew that I was beeing a tease for my own entertainment. I genuinely felt like I had fucked up. On top of that, a quick flash couldn’t hurt. It was just the two of us. So I pulled my bra and top down to reveal my large young breasts. I still held them up and pushed them together. That’s how I liked them best. I saw him extend a hand, but I didn’t do anything I just let it happen. He grabbed my breast and massaged it a little. His big hand felt great. Nobody had ever been so gentle with them before. He stopped after just a few seconds, and I put my clothes back on.

We went back inside. The guys turned up the music, and we had a couple more beers. With each sip of beer they grew a little bolder, and soon their hands found their way under my short skirt and were grabbing my bare ass. All this attention was terrific, and they were even competing for my attention a little bit. The beers took their toll though, and I had to sit down on the bench for a bit. Of course the guys were paying very close attention and one sat down on each side of me. I didn’t even know who, because my eyes were closed and everything was spinning, but I could very clearly feel their hands on my legs moving up and down. Always going a little further up and down and soon one hand had wandered under my skirt and was rubbing my thigh so he would still brush against my panties. I felt embarrassed about how wet my panties must have been and a little scared because after all, it was four guys and me, but it felt so good, and I was too drunk to care anyway so I just kept my eyes closed and tried not to moan. That’s when I picked up Maxes voice. He wasn’t next to me he was standing in front of me with the guy who I previously didn’t know. “They are huge, right? … Oh no she doesn’t mind. She is great! She will show them.” Well, now I was scared. I didn’t want to undress for all of them to see, but at the same time, I didn’t want to speak up against Max. I was drunk and confused, so I just pretended I didn’t hear it. “Isn’t that right Nicki? Don’t you want to show them to us?” I knew he would never cause me any harm. I knew he wanted me to reveal my tits and I was way too drunk to care what the others thought.

I stood up, and I was standing swaying on my legs. I threw my top away. My bra was doing a great job at holding my large breasts. They were perfect like that. Pointing forward and beeing pushed together. I knew they wouldn’t be perky once the bra was gone. They were just too heavy. I was so scared the boys wouldn’t like them. They loved me now because they thought I was beautiful. What if they turned on me and didn’t like me because of my bare breasts. So I thought if they couldn’t open my bra they wouldn’t be allowed to see them. My ex was never able to. He always commanded me to do it. So I confidently took a step towards Max turned around and asked him if he minded helping me.

My bra dropped so quickly I had no chance of grabbing it. Suddenly my boobs were hanging down my chest and all my drunk mind thought of doing was adjusting my hair. I was frozen in fear. All those doubts and self-esteem issues were racing through my head. I didn’t even look at my two friends who had just stood up from the bench and were slowly walking towards me. A hand started fondling my left breast. It must have been our guest. I didn’t even know him, and he was playing with my naked breast. He was rough, not as nice and gentle as Max had been, but I was used to that. I was still too afraid of what they might be thinking to move or do anything. That’s when I heard Max right behind me. “I told you they are amazing.” and everybody started complimenting me, well rather my tits. All my insecurity vanished, and I happily let them all have a go at touching my naked chest. I could tell they were extremely horny and I knew I was the sole reason. I was everything those four men had on their mind, and I was never so turned on before in my life.

I let them touch me a little longer and enjoyed every bit of it. Of course, they reached under my skirt again. This time they were rubbing my pussy through my panties without trying to hide it. One was playing with each breast, I had a hand between my legs and could feel a hard-on rubbing against my ass. They were loving everything I was giving them, and I loved them for it. I wanted them to enjoy me because I enjoyed beeing one of them. Max called my name, so I opened my eyes and realized that he had not been one of the guys playing with me. I took a step towards him, and the others let go of me. He was holding a beer and asked me if I wanted one. Of course, I did. “Well, what are you going to do for it?” I didn’t have to think about it. I embraced him and shoved my tongue into his mouth. He didn’t hesitate and kissed me back. I could feel his left hand grabbing my ass and the right one fondling my breast. I prest my young body against him I just wanted him to be as close to me as possible, and I was ready to do anything for him. He seemed to like it as well, which only made me hornier and his grip became tighter and tighter.

He let go of me. I smiled at him and reached for the beer, but he pulled it back. “No, you have to kiss something else.” With one quick movement, he had pulled his penis out of his pants. My ex had been less than average in size, but sadly I am so tight, even he had hurt me whenever he had his way with me. Now I saw what Max had on display, and it was well above average. Suddenly all my confidence dropped. I could only think about how much pain I would be in if he were to try to fuck me. I knew he wanted me to give him head, so I just had to make him come straight away. So I did what my ex had always forced me to do. I dropped on my knees and used my hands to press my breasts against his penis. It felt even bigger pressing against my body. I started moving up and down, but it was so long his tip almost reached my chin. So I bent my head and started sucking on his tip simultaneously. Feeling him move between my tits made me even wetter and I had this urge just to let go and start masturbating, but I wanted him to come straight away, and it didn’t even take long. He started jerking and moaning, and I knew he was close. So I let go and let his tip enter my mouth. I pressed as far down as I could. I could feel his tip pushing against my throat and rammed my throat against his tip again and again. It felt so liberating to not have someone’s hand pushing my neck down for once, and so I just kept going. Finally, his load was shooting into my mouth, and I drank it. I knew he would like me for beeing a good girl.

I stood up and wanted to give him another kiss, but he refused and handed me my beer. I thought I had done so well and now he wouldn’t kiss me. I was a little mad, but most importantly extremely drunk. So I turned my back to him and walked over to the others. The other two were sitting on the bench again, and our guest was standing next to them. I sat down on one of their labs and made myself comfortable. His cock was hard, and I relished the feeling of it pressing against my wet panties. I leaned over to kiss the other one, and he immediately started kissing me. I still had the taste of Max´s cum on my tongue, but our friend didn’t seem to mind. Again I felt their hands touching me. Playing with my nipples and finally one was going down my panties. I couldn’t even tell who it was but he wasn’t stopping to play with my clit. I pushed my hips forward to make it easier, and his two fingers went deep inside my already wet pussy. His two fingers filled the tight space completely, and I thought I was going to come right there. My moaning was loud, and I couldn’t keep up the kissing. I didn’t really have any control left. I just closed my eyes and enjoyed having their fingers touch and fuck me.

Suddenly somebody grabbed me and put me on the pool table. I was too disorientated to struggle. I just felt my panties and skirt being pulled off. I was lying spread eagle on the pool table. Too drunk to do anything about it and too horny to refuse any advances. The boys knew it, and the one I had just kissed was soon above me giving me just a quick kiss before pushing himself inside me. I screamed in pain as he entered me, but he didn’t care and just started pounding me. The pain stopped once he was inside. I wanted to enjoy him, and he felt so good, but I couldn’t stop thinking whether or not the others would hurt because I knew they would all fuck me that night. I had no illusions about being able to stop them now. I felt him pounding harder and harder, and suddenly he stopped. He pushed himself as deep inside me as he could, and it hurt. There it was his load was inside me and I was happy he was done. I turned around. Got onto all fours. I hoped it wouldn’t be as painfull if they fucked me doggy style.

The problem was I couldn’t always tell who was behind me. Sometimes they would pull out and reenter. Sometimes they would switch and take turns fucking me. It wasn’t painful anymore, but I was too drunk to enjoy it. At least I knew the boys had fun and I was sure of it because I could feel them dumping their load into me one after the other. After what felt like an eternity all three had had their way with me, and I collapsed on the pool table. It took me a lot of effort to look over my shoulder and see how they were taking pictures of my abused body. I was too weak to do anything about it.

Out of nowhere a big hand grabbed my hip and turned me on my back. It was Max, and a quick look between his legs told me that he was hard as a rock again. My plan had not worked. He pushed my legs up, and it felt like my knees were almost level with my face. I knew if he entered me like this I would be completely unable to control it. He would be able to go as deep as he pleased and I was way too tight for him anyway. I mustered my last strength to say no and begged him not to do it, but he didn’t care. He forced himself inside me, but he moved so slowly. Only his tip entered, and after just a little bit he completely filled me. I knew just a tiny bit further, and he would hurt me, but he stopped and slowly started fucking me with only his tip. It was amazing after I realized what was going on I relaxed and my moaning turned into screaming. He was so gentle and filled my whole pussy, I was about to come any second. I started begging him to fuck me harder. I knew it would hurt, but I wanted him to use me as the others had used me. I felt like after what the others had done he had the right to cause me some pain for his enjoyment. He did move faster and faster, but he didn’t push deeper. Sometimes he didn’t quite stop in time and went too deep. It hurt, but it turned me on even more. Finally, I couldn’t take it anymore and as I came my nails dug deep into his arms.

He let go of me. Still fully erect. I wanted to suck him off but didn’t have the strength to get up. I kind of passed out right there after struggling to get up for a little while. When I woke up, the others had left. I grabbed my clothes and went inside for a long shower and a full day of sleep.
It turned out later that they had indeed all taken pictures of me and in the following two years I would frequently have to offer favors to keep them secret.
More importantly this night changed how I treated myself and my sexuality, and of course, this let to many more adventures.

So if some people think this part of my life is interesting enough, I might be tempted to write down more ;)

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