You are anxious but definitely not as scared as the first time. A month ago you could barely make yourself get out of the car, you sat there for nearly an hour before forcing yourself, one foot in front of the other, to his front door. You had met on Craig's List, he was looking for a newbie to suck him off and you were definitely that. It went ok, but it was awkward. He gave you good direction, both of you had fun, but afterward you didn't know what to do and you just bolted.
"This time will be different," you tell yourself as you walk those same steps to his front door. This time you notice how nice his house is. Not large but modern and expensive looking. You knock on the door and he quickly opens.
He smiles and says, "come on in." You are still getting used to the idea of looking at a man in a sexual way, but you can't help it now. He really is attractive. You feel the anxiety coming back and tell yourself, "No, I can't be scared of this." You repeat your mantra, "This time will be different."
"Drink?" he asks, "Or just another blow and go…" He smiles wryly and you feel the confusion again as you notice how handsome he is. He said he was 29 in your email communication, but he might have a few more years under his belt. A hint of salt and pepper starting at his temples, the beginnings of those crow's feet all people who smile a lot will eventually have. You would put him at 35 or so, professional (obviously from the house,) single, and bisexual.
"I'd love a drink," you say. "And I'm sorry about before, I just didn't know what to do…" you trail off and look to the ground.
"Please, don't apologize for sucking my dick," he says forcefully. The tone of his voice snaps your head up and your eyes meet. He continues, "As soon as I saw you I knew this was your first time. That story about college… Bullshit right?"
His gaze doesn't waver but you break eye contact and sheepishly nod. "I was hoping you couldn't tell. Was it that bad?" "He's disappointed," you think to yourself and the feel the anxiety coming back.
"Not at all, great for a first timer. You show great promise." There's that grin again. He moves to the fridge and gets out two bottles. He turns and stares directly at you, "I'm just glad you told me the truth this time. I can teach you how to suck my dick, in fact I would enjoy it, but I don't like being lied to." Just as you as wondering if this got serious his smile grows and he says, "I wouldn't have invited you back if you bored me…"
"Thank you," you smile back and the anxiety is replaced by something you didn't expect. Pride. You realize you are feeling pride over sucking this man's dick. This is causing a different kind of confusion, but you like this kind more.
"Come on, let's talk for a bit." He motions you to the living room, you both sit on the couch and he starts asking you questions. Nicely, like he is really trying to get to know you. You don't know why but you start telling him everything, the truth about your experience with men (jacking off with your friend isn't much) is like a weight lifting off your chest and the rest pours out of you. He genuinely seems impressed by your history with women though.
"It sounds like you've done a lot of fun things," he comments. "But throughout it all you've always been curious." Your eyes meet again and he continues, "of course curious sucking dick, but I think even more so about what it is like to give up control."
"I'm not into bondage." You start to wonder where this conversation is going.
"Oh, no. I don't mean that. There are a lot of ways to give up control. I think you just want to be a giver. And you like using your mouth to do it. You've always liked making women come, and I could tell you loved making me come."
You smile as you realize he's right. There is no point in lying. You swig the last of your beer and move toward him. "Uh uh uh," he stops you. "Ask first…"
He is smiling that wry smile again and you are getting turned on. You don't know what to say, out comes a sheepish, "Can I suck your dick?"
His only response is, "say please…"
"Please, can I suck your dick?" You try again.
By now nearly all the anxiety is gone, replaced by anticipation. "Yes you may," he replies. He stands up and moves directly in front of you and puts his hands on his hips. You know what he wants and you undo his belt, and fly. No underwear. His dick flops out, and your mouth instinctively opens…
Source: reddit.com/r/sexystories/comments/364d6w/newbie_oral_sub_part_1_the_buildup_mm